Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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I can't sleep. I spent the past two hours staring at my clock.

I think I'm just insanely dehydrated.

Spent the evening over Grimjack's house with friends. I drank more then I planned, but I'm happy about it.

Man my head hurts.

Oh sleep...where are you. I need you, come back!

What am I supposed to do at 3am?

Grr.
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shadyvito:
at three am the best things in the world are Nick at Night and tv land.
petiteparadox:
If you find sleep, please send some my way. It likes to play hard to get.

Can't wait to meet you in person on Wednesday. What do you have picked out to wear?

Friday Jun 17, 2005

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I'm a lazy overworked bum.
I've been neglecting my precious SG.
I'll never cheat on you with work again..

Watched a documentary about Turbonegro last night. Oh holy god...they seem like the nice dudes ever!! They're all so quiet and normal off stage. And I now have the biggest crush on Hank. He's so cute without the makeup. Even his belly....oh my god his belly......
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user092834:
yeah i could do the early evening. you have my phone number, right? give me a call and we can figure it out. i work until 4ish.
beautifulxalone:
Biggest turn ons: sarcastic wit, compassion, a good listener, and blue eyes. love


Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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Its been two days since an update. And anyone reading this on a semi-regular basis knows thats a long time for me.

Work has been swamped. I'm literally drowning in paperwork. I've even told my boss I'm swamped and he barely batted an eyelash. I'm annoyed. And I think all the stress is causing me to have hyper-manic episodes in the afternoons and evenings. My...
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user092834:
i am free saturday evening/night, but it looks like you might not be, from other comments here.
juliette:
oh no i'm totally fine. i just couldnt think of much to write. i dont want to get too personal on this thing and document my life. yet.

i'm leo, scorpio rising. bad bad combination.

so do you deal with your jealousy? does it go away? i'd like to never ever be nervous or jealous about significant other stuff.

Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

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Dear everyone,

I've been a horrible online friend. Work is sucking up my brain cells so I couldn't post to anyone today.
I know, I suck.

Plus, I've been manic every afternoon for three weeks. Being mentally ill takes a lot out of you.

I hope you forgive me. I really do value our friendship. Sure, I'm cranky, and I'm crazy, but I really do...
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mistressmissy:
hello. earlier you expressed interest about this years sg cedar point day. i would like to inform you that friday june 17th is the last day to buy tickets. im giving an extra day for all the people who needed to wait til payday. if you want to attend, please buy your ticket here before friday night. biggrin if you are attending but are using a season pass or buying your ticket else where, please email me your name and the name of any guests you would be bringing so you can still get a souvenier name tag.
thank you
hope to see you at the point!
illstabyou:
Parking in Williamsburg is not bad at all -- there's tons of on the street parking even around McCarren park. Once you leave Manhattan parking isn't much of an issue.

I'm not making this up, there is a chance that you may even be able to find parking across the street from the park. Honestly I wouldn't lose any sleep over the whole parking situation here. smile

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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Hey kiddies!

Again, thank you for all the comments.
I went to see my mom yesterday. It really broke my heart, she's lost so much weight. And she was so pale. But she was in good spirits. I couldn't stay long because she was very tired, but I did get to talk to my dad while she was getting her CAT scan done.
If her...
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juliette:
sleater kinney never seems to age.
user092834:
yes, i still want to hang out! how about this coming weekend?

Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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I can't even begin to describe how much your supportive thoughts mean to me. Honestly, each one has made me feel much better.

I just spoke to my mom. She's going to be in the hospital over the weekend. Since Apocalypse_Dude has to work, we're not going to see her til tommorrow. I'm sad I can't see her today, but I know she's in good...
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tailin:
It was really nice meeting you again and hopefully next time we all meet up i will get to talk with you a little more.Nice Seeing you and can't wait to see you both again.
Have a wonderful week. smile
nyssa:
Once again, we manage to get together and not hang out. It was good seeing you again.

I hope your mom is doing better, did you get to go see her?

Stay cool, supposedly the weather is going to break in time for the weekend. (I have to get so much done before then though, ugh)
smile

Friday Jun 10, 2005

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5 songs I would use to introduce myself to someone I didn't know, that would explain me
(as stolen from Akira)

1. The Spangle Maker - Cocteau Twins
2. Bewitched - Luna
3. Dead Flag Blues - Godspeed you black emperor
4. Geranium Lake - Innocence Mission
5. Starflur - Sigur Ros


I'm cranky and irritable and stressed out. I feel emotionally tired. Like...
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juliette:
i've been accused of being cold many times. but when i like someone, i like someone. extremities.

kiss

Thursday Jun 09, 2005

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I was agitated, until 10 minutes ago.

I sent my resume to a cosmetics company on a lark yesterday. Benefit, who I love and who I have followed since the beginning. Well, they just called me. I have an interview on Monday! Yeeha!
I'm a wee bit apprehensive because I hate sales goals and commuting and I would get paid less, but what I wouldn't...
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kay:
I so hope you get the job love. That kind of change is exactly what you need! *hug* Eeep. Let us know how it goes!!!!!!!!

~cheers
juliette:
Oh Best Of Luck!!!
I got sooo much free shit last summer from a photo job. thousands worth. so much hello kitty. so much everything. it was like being trapped in a mall after hours. ever have that fantasy when you were little?

Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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I have cramps. I feel like someone is using my uterus for bongos.
Ugh.

I'm very sad to hear about Anne Bancroft. I've always liked her. 84 Charing Cross Road always sticks out in my head. Along with, of course, the Graduate.
Any cancer related deaths make me sad actually. It just hits too close to home.

Speaking of cancer, my mom has begun radiation,...
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akathisia:
Good luck with the meds. Sounds pretty difficult, i mean, i guess the doctors have to take a lot into consideration. But if you don't want to take a certain drug, shouldn't they take that in to consideration too?

The one thing i like (liked, yay, since i have a new position now!) about cashiering is getting to know some of the regulars.....its great to have someone to converse with who will tell you about their day and their life a little bit. It helps to distract from the horrid monotony of the job.
nyssa:
Sorry to hear that your mom isn't feeling well. I'll be keeping both of you in my thoughts, I'm a big believer in positive energy.

I miss my Starbucks, although I'm kind of happy that I'm not spending that much on coffee in the mornings any more. Now going to startbucks is a small journey, and I'm kind of lazy when it comes to driving anywhere.

Saying hello, smiling and saying thank you are some of the most important things that people don't do anymore. Why is it so hard to be even just a little bit nice. I said hello and thank you to someone the other day, a retail food kind of place, ane the person acted surprised that I was nice to her. It was really wierd and made me sad. We shouldn't be surprised by niceness.

Take care of yourself. Try to keep cool, this weather is enough to drive anyone a little crazy. I've found that eating water ice really helps...We're crazy about Rita's. I have too many favorite flavors. MMM.. We have green apple in the freezer right now. Gotta go! smile

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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Hey kats and kittens,

Another hot day in the city of brotherly love.
We had a huge thunderstorm last night. I saw more lightening then I have in quite some time. And the storm was long. It thankfully cooled everything off.

I've been thinking about two things today, my breasts and friends I've lost touch with over the years.
I'm not wearing my supportive bra,...
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goob:
The rain last night was AWESOME. I was driving in it, and I was actually scared. Goob doesn't get scared of things like that! Totally cool.
akirali:
People who grow up and start hating Disney movies make me sick. My favorite film of 2004 was The Incredibles and my favorite game of 2002 was Kingdome Hearts. When I get a decent job again, I'm gonna save up for a trip to Disney World. I ♥ me some Disneybiggrin
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