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I called my dad this morning. He was on his way to the hospital. He didn't know if she was switched out of ICU yet. So as far as I know, she's still in intensive care.

I think this is the hardest part of her being in the hospital. The waiting. Not knowing what is going on or what they're doing. If I was in...
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sewpunk:
I TOTALLY understand the horribleness of being left along with your own thoughts....

Does you Dad have a phone to get in touch with him while he is at the hospital? It's times like these that everyone needs a cell...

I hope things are going a little better.
akirali:
You're definately strong enought to face whatever in on your pathe. Even if you don't think you will be at sometimes, you're a very strong person. Keep your head up and believe that you can do it, and you will.
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I just got home from visiting my mom. She's in intesive care so I could only see her between 2pm and 5:30.
I don't know...I was quiet. I didn't really want to talk. I didn't like how my dad was being so light-hearted. I watched my cousin cry in the waiting room, because she didn't want to let go of my mom yet. I try...
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arienette:
i'm so sorry about your mom. frown
*gigantic hugs*
gadget:
that's how I was when my grandmother was sick. When she couldn't talk I wouldn't talk. I can see how you might worry that it comes off as you not caring. You're there with her. You're holding her hand. She knows you care.

Maybe it might help you if when you get home and you have the urge to call and you can't, if you write down what you would say if you could call.

I started doing that with people recently. I've found that sometimes writing things down is more satisfying then actually saying them to the person.

If you ever need anyone to talk about you can talk to me. It seems like you're going through alot of stuff that I can level with you on.

I hate ICU. It's always so cold and it's a good thing you don't cry while you're there cause their tissues suck.

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Hey boys and girls.

Had vegan Chinese and booze with my SGphilly people last night. We ended up at Grimjack's house. A good time was had by all.

I think I napped most of the day today. Its too hot to go outside or walk around or do much of anything. I just tried to go out before but the heat was making me...
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juliette:
hugs. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
prockg:
When glass breaks, the cracks can move faster than 3,000 miles per hour. To photograph the event, a camera must shoot at a millionth of a second!

A Strange but true fact brought to you by the Non Fiction group. smile
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I found my period....its flowing as normal. I think it came late just to fuck with me.
Damn that Fred...I think he's back and running amok.
(yes..Fred the ovarian cyst)

You boys and your penises....damn you have it easy!!!

Besides having massive cramps and itchy ears, i'm ok. I'm in absolute awe of the insane temperatures outside. I am not meant to live in 96...
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juliette:
vegan chinese...... love love love
mock duck rules my earth.

i miss you! I've been away from computer land all week. i miss my dear aponia. kiss
illstabyou:
I was just asking Apocolyspe_Dude the same thing, is it that meat is not an option at this chinese place?

I'm really curious about this.
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My ears were more fucked then I originally thought. What started as an allergic reaction became an infection. If I didn't get it checked when I did I would have wound up with a serious infection. Even though it was caught early, if it doesn't look like its clearing up by Saturday I'll have to get IV antibiotics, which I do not want!
No earrings...
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sewpunk:
poor ears.... I have a feeling like your holes won't completelty close, you will still be able to wear earing again, w/ out re-piercing.... you will just have to stretchh slowly if you decide to go that route again... (I am a little tipsy, can you tell)

My ink was done by Scott from Mercury. Pic coming soon!
fieldofdepth:
Isn't weird how we bitch about the pains of having a period but when it doesn't come we wish it would? Eeeek about the ears. When my girl had surgery she had to take everything out. frown No more tongue or belly piercing. The ears went back in though.
How'd the interview go?
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I'm exhausted. I think I got a total of two hours of sleep. I took lots of Benadryl last night, just incase my ears swelled up from an allergic reaction. Instead of making me sleep it made me wired. I tossed and turned for hours.
I've been up since 6:40...so I came to work a half an hour early. It was either sweat in my...
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fieldofdepth:
My girl has the same reaction with Benadryl. It makes her climb the walls. Probably has something to do with Bipolar.
Good luck with the interview tomorrow! smile
shadyvito:
Wow, both you guys are sick, that sucks. When I get bored at work and the day is taking forever, I sing theme songs to t.v. shows to pass the time. The other thing that I like to do is pick a voice to talk in all day like a wrestler, an old jewish man, an immagrant, howard cossell, etc.
I am strange aint I?
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Hey kids. I'm still cranky. I think its from lack of anti-depressants in my life.

My ear is swollen. I woke up to my piercing looking mighty gnarly. I'm going to the doctors tommorrow to check it out. I think its an allergic reaction and nothing more, but I'd rather be safe then sorry. When I was drunk on Friday I kept tugging and scratching...
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dirtyprettything:
yeah, old geezers who knit in their spare time.... we're doomed!! kiss
shadyvito:
I always got dizzy spells too. Once my anti-depression meds got worked out they got less frequent and now I only get them on my "bad" days. Hang in there, you're not alone.
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I'm in a bad mood. I can feel it, creeping up my neck, coming out of my eyes. I just don't feel like being tolerable today.

I came in to work and got yelled at about 10 minutes after I arrived. I answered the phone, which was my first mistake. some woman was screaming because her 17 year old daughter was not at a camp...
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awryx:
aww dont worry, you can do whatever you put your mind to, especially if it's knitting, you sound pretty great at it and you enjoy it so you can surely teach it biggrin and! i believe you can do it wink

and thank you, ive missed you smile
hope those crazy people stop driving you madd haha tongue

take care my friend kiss
akirali:
So are you a member of the knitting nobility? smile
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I feel so ill.
I'm hungover. The bad kind of hungover. I ate lunch at noon yesterday and started drinking around 5pm....this was not the best idea I've ever had. Most of my coworkers got drunk right along with me. I couldn't even walk home, I had to suck it up and take a cab, since walking was harder then I thought it would be....
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akirali:
Allow me to echo the gatoraide comment, but not only after, but before you go drinking too. Trust me, it does wonders.
arienette:
yep, that's my baby a few weeks ago.
i'm due at the end of february, so i've not been on SG at ALL lately due to crippling morning sickness. urg. i can't wait for pregnancy to become fun.
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I'm so tired. And kind of stupid. Instead of my normal iced coffee I thought I would mix it up. I got a Strawberry and Cream Frappucino. This gave me no caffine that I so desperately needed and it has given me a mild tummy ache.

Sometimes my lack of common sense when it comes to food even amazes me.

I had a "date" with...
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fenchurch:
It was lovely meeting you too! Definitely keep me posted on craft day/afternoon/night! smile
robosushi:
you dont even understand how fucking insane it is out in colorado...

the pictures dont even do it justice, I wish I was still there.

whats your true calling? what did I miss?