Friday Aug 19, 2005

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I'm in a mood today. I just don't feel like myself. I feel like being alone in bed, staring at the ceiling.
I guess I've been like this all week. Last night I went to bed at 7pm...I didn't wake up until this morning.

I just don't feel much like talking.

I want a fresh-baked chocolate chip cookie.

How are you?
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robosushi:
ps, have you seen peelander before? Im at every show???
bloodyhammer:
I know the feeling.. believe me. Cookies can be a great remedy. Don't forget the milk!. Don't worry hun... Autumn is almost here. smile

Thursday Aug 18, 2005

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There are so many things coming up on the horizon. I have movies, concerts, conventions, drinking, etc...
Two weeks of August left. Good riddens! Be gone with you!

Knitting circle was fun. I got a nice chunk done on my sweater, I fondled some cashmere that wanted to go home with me, but didn't. I had nothing but self-control. The cashmere was buttery soft..the color...
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apocalypse_dude:
kiss
tiffanylynn:
aww that's so cute.

Thanks for the congrats. I'm very happy and excited for story time. biggrin

Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

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Its Wednesday. The middle of theweek. It feels like I've been here days already. Time moves very slow in my office. Like watching paint dry.

I'm looking forward to knitting circle after work. It will give me the motivation to actually do something.
I don't know whats been bothering me lately. I come home and immediately fall asleep, and usually stay asleep until the next...
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akathisia:
Hey, i miss you, i haven't been on here as often since our computer is broken.

The best thing for not falling aleep for me is breaking up tasks a little. Like if you have one really boring, long project you are working on, take a break now and then to do something else that needs to be done. That, and some caffeine usually helps.

That cooncert sounds really great. I really like what i have heard of Mariza.

Take care lady! kiss
sewpunk:
hey... you are probably knitting right now...

try taking a walk. It always works for me even if it's like five minutes. Something about the sun and fresh air...

kiss

Tuesday Aug 16, 2005

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I've decided my hair and I are not on speaking terms. I need to get it cut and redyed, it knows this, so its decided to lay limp. We are not friends, we are not buddys, I am glaring at it until I can get to the hairdressers on Friday.

The girl who shares my office is eating the most delicious smelling french toast. All...
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akirali:
I'm sorry, but delaying Zelda broke my heart. Besides, I'll still be able to play it on the Revolution wink
lovesound:
ha ha my hair and i weren't on speaking terms for awhile too! Hopefully you get a great cut on friday! mmmm the smell of fall!! stupid august! I can't wait for halloween too, i just love that time of year! I'm already thinking about a costume!!

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Monday Aug 15, 2005

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This weekend was spent in a sleepy haze. I think I slept more this weekend then I have in the past month.
When its hot outside, there's nothing else I'd rather do then nap in front of a fan.

I am a sloth, what can I say.

The heat is seriously pissing me off. I am not cut out for this 90+ degree weather. Grrr....damn...
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juliette:
oooooohhhhhhh! seeeeeecretaaaaaaryyyyy!
love
petiteparadox:
Sleepiness must be in the air. I woke up this morning dead ass tired. Of course, I did roast my bum off outside yesterday, but you'd think that for going to bed at 11:00 and waking at 8:30, I would have at least felt somewhat refreshed.

Liked Secretary a lot. Especially the scene where she's doing office work with the spreader bar on her arms. It gave me some good ideas.

And oh yes, I placed an order for those nubile fan boys. They should be here anyday. Thank god for FedEx!

Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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Its too hot to stay awake.

Yesterday I slept almost the entire day.

I need to go sit in front of a fan.

So hot.

I fucking hate you summer!
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kay:
*hug*

~cheers
jena:
I cannot imagine it. puke

I'm still with her at my ex's-I woke up and was nervous b/c I couldn't find her (nervous that she was hiding from HIS cat and there would be a battle to get her back in the crate) and she had slept by the bed....I looked but then I was like shit I have to go to the bathroom first and right when I was turning the knob and about to turn away----I saw her tiny eyes looking at me from his closet, in his hamper!!! It was horribly cute. miao!! love tongue

Friday Aug 12, 2005

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I don't know how much sleep I got, which I'm guessing is a good thing. If I can't count the hours, it was probably over two, which is heads and tales better then the night before. I'm still exhausted though. I woke up earlier then I wanted, and I nearly fell asleep while getting dressed.

I feel like my eyes are going to fall into...
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grimjack:
Hey hon..thanks a bunch for everything. I do appreciate it, and I hope your mother is doing well.
goob:
There's something wrong with this weather. It's been too hot for too long. We need a break! I don't blame you for complaining.

Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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One of my favorite people Grimjack is going through a tough time. Go show him some love and support.

I'm tired...exhausted really. I guess my new anti-depressants are keeping me up instead of putting me to sleep like they are supposed to be. I tossed and turned all night. I think I got about 2 hours of sleep total, and that wasn't consecutively. I woke...
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nyssa:
Hmm.. try benedryl spray for the bites... or ice...

Today is my troll's day. Yesterday I met a great person to quest with and got some special items I haven't been able to look at yet cause we watched Five People You Meet in Heaven. It's also a book. I cried through the whole movie. I think the only time I wasn't in tears was the first 15 or so minutes.

Of course, crappy day at work yesterday and the horrible headache probably didn't help.

I'm still working on my washcloth. I've only done a few rows in the past few days. I was going to work on it last night, but I was gripping my pillow so Tailin wouldn't see my ugly crying face. I'm not one of those people who cries well, that's for sure.

I want to make a bag, just a simple one, but I'm not sure if there are any tricks. I was thinking I'd just knit a strap a few stitches wide, seperately, then knit a long almost scarflike piece and then sew it together. Does that sound like it would work? I just have some soft fuzzy yarn that I don't know what else to do with.
beautifulxalone:
ugh...how did that happen? did you do something you weren't supposed to, or it just happened? my sockets seem to be healing okay, they're not bleeding anymore...and they don't really hurt...the only thing that hurts is my f'n jaw. frown

Wednesday Aug 10, 2005

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My jaw hurts. I must be clenching something fierce, because it is killing me. I feel like I've been gnawing on a plank of wood.

Ow.

I'm sitting in my nice dark office. Its sweet. I'm drinking my coffee, updating my journal, avoiding my coworkers. I love having a little space of my own. I used to sit in a hallway, literally, like people would...
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lil_tuffy:
PLease check out: http://suicidegirls.com/groups/DIYers+unite/

:tuffy:
darklis:
That's good for your mommy. I hope she gets out of the hospital soon.

Oh, and the ice cubes in bra thing? It works. Thanks. wink

Tuesday Aug 09, 2005

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My dad called me last night. My mom is out of ICU. She's back on the 6th floor (where she always seems to be) in a regular room. I called her and talked to her for a bit before the doctors came in. I have never been so happy to hear my moms voice.

There's just something about talking to my mom...its reassuring. I immediately...
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juliette:
Subjects...i'm pmdd-ing and can barely stand to go to work. robot

so....are you coming to chicago to share your knitted goods?
beautifulxalone:
i feel very selfish that you've commented on my "sad" journals, but I haven't left you any comments on your real sad situation.

I have been thinking of you and praying for your Mom. Stay strong...that's the only advice I can really give you.

I'm not exactly sad, just overwhelmed and uncertain about alot of things. Very lonely too. It's very hard to spend every night alone in the house.

Oh well. Thanks for the comment though.
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