apologees

when i was younger, it used to seem like the slightest little thing would set me off. creatively, at least. for some reason, i've always known how to funnel my emtions into something other than beer and liquor and self-destructive behavior. until lately, that is. now i just don't care anymore. this concerns me a bit. not the liquor and the beer and the whatnot,...
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the weather is gonna be in the 60s at the end of this week. im ready now. been cold all fucking day every day for the past 2 weeks.

valentines day was hungover and dumb. i spent that night alone fucking around doing nothing. not even drinking.

i've learned how to zone out at work. yesterday, i didnt realize i was doing it, but around...
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the new simpsons wasnt that great.
and the nba allstar game makes me wanna poop.
poop.
why is that girl singing in french?
who am i?
why am i here?
who took my donut?

yay.
new simpsons.
on right now.
i was gonna write something.
but now im not.
simpsons.
must watch simpsons.
short story: i am sad but not in a way that i notice much. kinda like...i guess its kinda like what cancer would feel like before you went to the doctor and found out you were sick. weird.
in other news--i have consumed 7 full sized...
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valentines day is stupid.

ok so tonight my plan is to go to some random pool hall and drink cheap beer and play cheap pool and eat cheap bar food and not spend more than 30 bucks all night. i know it can be done. i've heard people talk...

also, to find clean clothes to wear. and not smell. im thinking im just gonna wear my uniform and hope...
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someone tell me something to do tonight.......

I got my uniform at work today. Now I feel grownup. Havent tried it on yet, but I'm sure that I'll feel all grown up and stuff. Its neat. Always wanted a uniform and stuff. And I get to keep it and everything!!!!!!!!

But, valentines day sucks. Friday the 13th will prolly suck too. I got nothing to do tonight. Hopefully, me and spaghetti will...
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Everyone go say hi to this guy, because at first, his grasp of the english language made me laugh, but then i started reading some of his old posts, and he seems like a nice guy and stuff, but just can't get into the site because he can't speak english too well. and i think that sucks. or maybe im just feeling guilty because i...
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