Friday Jun 24, 2005

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i dont know.

i keep reading things that have it within to change me. and i stand off. i am resisting it. complacent, that's what i am. lazy.

today i read a big long essay on how Heidegger's conception of authenticity could solve many of the problems facing modern psychology, as a result of its faulty conception of humanity as a collection of independent entities, existing much in the same manner as a goat or an atom. Ontological somethingorother...

But I keep reading this stuff for the brief glimpse of towering truth that i get occasionally. My personality likes that kinda stuff. just like lsd, but minus the tingly shit. I know its true. I know what I'll have to do if i keep reading it. I know what'll happen. I'll give up myself and my "right now" desires to what I see. having done that a time or two before, I am more than a little hesitant to do that. so i'm kinda just doing this weird thing...

an INTENSE reading of some INTENSE shit, but in a very laid-back mood. this produces a very apathetic and confused (yet steadfast)...


drunk guy.
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sinovia:
i guess i secretely want the string theory to bridge the gap between philosophy and physics. where a thought creates a chemical that is followed by a feeling that is reverberated out as an energy and is reflected in everything surrounding. since nothing is truley separate from anything else... the atoms and molecules may have space around them but their energies take up much more space so that there is no true empty space. in this way i like to think philisophically about human interactions. i often see this chain of thought when reflecting on philiosphical writing because i want so much for someone else to see it too. and so, my search for the absolute mind/body connection where philosophy, psychology and physics all come together hand in hand is where i have found the desire for knowledge... and it continues to push me toward research so i may see if actualized.

*steps off soapbox*

[Edited on Jun 25, 2005 8:44AM]
hasselhoff:
Confused? Let beer wipe that slate clean. After a pack or two you'll stop thinking about all those vast... thingies. You'll be ready to wake up and get back to work every morning. Again, and again and again.

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