apologees

yay im sick and now i get to go to sit in the doctors office for 4 hours.

yay. i feel like total asssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.


sit in office of doctor for 3 hours. see doctor. see nurses eyes go like this:

when she listens to my lungs.

see her eyes go like this:

when she listens to my pulse.

see her go get a special machine for to listen to my pulse. she goes: does your heart usually stop like that for seconds at the time?

me: it used to alot, but i thought it wasn't a big deal.

her:

then she takes my blood pressure and tells me i have super turbo high blood pressure, and really need to see a cardiologist.

me:

but all that was just lead into for me to be put on this thingie that made smoke when i breathed into it (for like half an hour). then when i had drooled all over myself for that long, the doc came in and said i will prolly die soon, etc (quit smoking, freak).

then they gave me a shot of steroids and a prescription for drugs i was either allergic to, or too poor to buy. but i didnt find that out until after i had waited at the drug store for almost an hour.

fuck today.