ive been in somekinda surreal daze for a few days now, and i'm not sure why. its like a boredom that pushes me back into my head, and makes me get lost thinking about weird shit so much so that i become wholly indifferent to my surroundings.
today this took the form of me waiting at a redlight at a busy intersection, and then turning left when it turned green. there was no turning light, and the car in the lane coming towards me was already moving pretty fast. i didn't even speed up. i almost caused two wrecks, and it didnt even dawn on me until 20 or 30 minutes later when i finally got to where i was going. it was like i was stuck in some forced bored/indifferent state, and even the serious danger i put myself and others into didnt faze me until quite a while later, when i cared enough to think about it. then it was kinda funny.
very strange mood, this is.
also, beer and ween and cigarettes and puppies are all good things.
today this took the form of me waiting at a redlight at a busy intersection, and then turning left when it turned green. there was no turning light, and the car in the lane coming towards me was already moving pretty fast. i didn't even speed up. i almost caused two wrecks, and it didnt even dawn on me until 20 or 30 minutes later when i finally got to where i was going. it was like i was stuck in some forced bored/indifferent state, and even the serious danger i put myself and others into didnt faze me until quite a while later, when i cared enough to think about it. then it was kinda funny.
very strange mood, this is.
also, beer and ween and cigarettes and puppies are all good things.
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And I think that sounds a bit funny too.