every morning its the same.
get cup. fill with water. take pills from above sink. open pills. take pills. drink water. pour remaining water in sink. place cup in sink, place pills above sink.
this morning after i made coffee, i noticed something...
thats right, there is a cup above my sink.
edited to say that the layered vocals on matthew sweet's album "girlfriend" are...
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get cup. fill with water. take pills from above sink. open pills. take pills. drink water. pour remaining water in sink. place cup in sink, place pills above sink.
this morning after i made coffee, i noticed something...
thats right, there is a cup above my sink.
edited to say that the layered vocals on matthew sweet's album "girlfriend" are...
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cant think of much to say......
bored bored bored.
here is a chicken.
bored bored bored.
here is a chicken.
adelina:
hee hee
so i wanna be a good person again. its weird how things always seem better in retrospect. but i think i really need to get out and do stuff again. maybe if i start reading more ethics, i will get motivated to go and volunteer somewhere. problem is that i dont wanna do administrative shit. i prefer shovelling dirt or picking up trash or something....
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adelina:
you? trying to be a good person? ha.
merry:
Go to your local food bank and offer to unload trucks and put things on shelves. That sounds pretty exhausting to me. 
PS: when I first saw your profile pic, I thought it was the big Dub-yah.
PS: when I first saw your profile pic, I thought it was the big Dub-yah.
so i've spent all morning reading up on crazy cults. i just dont get how people get into this kinda stuff. its fucking freakish. i've always enjoyed watching the crazy televangelists and faith-healers on tv. but even they have some kinda connection to something meaningful historically (some crazy interpretation of christianity), even if their theology is all fucked up and shit. i figure they got...
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llona:
I really like your new profile picture.
Cults are so fucked up. I watched a documentary on Jonestown and it totally blew my mind and disturbed the fuck out of me.
Have fun at Ween!
xo
Cults are so fucked up. I watched a documentary on Jonestown and it totally blew my mind and disturbed the fuck out of me.
Have fun at Ween!
xo
eponine:
cults are funny.
the things people will believe amaze me.
the things people will believe amaze me.
eh......im bored. bored bored bored. and poor. did i mention poor?
i think ima try and play frisbee today. i need sun. sun makes polar boys happy sometimes. especially on sundays when no football is on.....
football and sun? this post = why polar boy will prolly never get a cute goth girlfriend.
hehehe....cheers
i think ima try and play frisbee today. i need sun. sun makes polar boys happy sometimes. especially on sundays when no football is on.....
football and sun? this post = why polar boy will prolly never get a cute goth girlfriend.
hehehe....cheers
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optimistress:
hehheee- luckily there is a thing called sun block- spf 50
so there is a chance!
that's how i go to the beach- not that i go much- but when i do- spf 50 (for babies) in hand!
i get depressed when i don't get enough light...
anyways- hope you had a good day- and thanks for checkin out my pix
so there is a chance!
that's how i go to the beach- not that i go much- but when i do- spf 50 (for babies) in hand!
i get depressed when i don't get enough light...
anyways- hope you had a good day- and thanks for checkin out my pix
adelina:
where did you go to grad school? and what made you decide it wasn't worth it?
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_v_:
at least someone is that way
happy head
happy head
am i some kinda freak? i mean, i know im not the best looking guy in the world, and im drinking and listening to green mind, so, im sure that has something to do with my lack of self-confidence etcetc
but why the fuck do chicks not want to beat down my door or something? im fucking nice. i dont do hard drugs--i dont smoke...
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but why the fuck do chicks not want to beat down my door or something? im fucking nice. i dont do hard drugs--i dont smoke...
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les:
girls are just stupid. You're better off without us.
optimistress:
oh polar_boy, i am so sorry- girls can be so shitty sometimes... i guess all people can be shitty, but it's the ones who crush your heart that must be destroyed
**hugs**
**hugs**
new profile pic. i am a weirdo.
i am sitting at home alone on friday, drinking beer courtesy of my lil bro because he doesnt know that a 12 pack doesnt cost 15 bucks.
profile pic is from when i was tearing up some toxic mold and had to wear a mask and goggles (and i prolly shouldnt have been wearing a wifebeater, but it...
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i am sitting at home alone on friday, drinking beer courtesy of my lil bro because he doesnt know that a 12 pack doesnt cost 15 bucks.
profile pic is from when i was tearing up some toxic mold and had to wear a mask and goggles (and i prolly shouldnt have been wearing a wifebeater, but it...
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purpledaisy:
i used to hold my pee, then i got a kidney stone, dont hold it man just dont for fuck sake!!!!!!!!!!!aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sooooo....we went to the masquerade last night.
not many people showed
but those of us that did show had mucho fun sitting on the pool table gawking at the cute girl playing pool next to us and her cleavage. also, hunting flux. flux is an elusive animal. we think she wore camoflage. also, apparently llona can tell right off whether or not a girl will...
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not many people showed
but those of us that did show had mucho fun sitting on the pool table gawking at the cute girl playing pool next to us and her cleavage. also, hunting flux. flux is an elusive animal. we think she wore camoflage. also, apparently llona can tell right off whether or not a girl will...
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llona:
my sister tells me when I am drunk I am brutally honest to the point of bitchiness so you'll have to forgive me. Perhaps that girl was into you, and I was just being drunk and stupid.
I had fun though. It was a good night. People watching is one of my favorite pastimes.
xo
I had fun though. It was a good night. People watching is one of my favorite pastimes.
xo
mikael:
something tells me you two should hook up...
i dont much recall my kierkegaardian terminology, and its been quite a while since i've read the sickness unto death, but i do remember reading some novelist or other write about soren's views on one of the more disturbing traits of the human way of being....so difficult to be happy. in the moment, that is. always looking back, wondering how i allowed myself to live...
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merry:
Yar! 
(you need 3 r's to make the pirate).
(you need 3 r's to make the pirate).
eyesquad:
I called 3 or 4 times Mr banannaface . I just thought you wither left it at home or couldnt hear it. No biggie. I wanted to see you all last night though. It was my fault for not telling everyone I was going to be late. Heard you guys saw a West Coaster and she just ran off. Strange behavior in that one.
. I just thought you wither left it at home or couldnt hear it. No biggie. I wanted to see you all last night though. It was my fault for not telling everyone I was going to be late. Heard you guys saw a West Coaster and she just ran off. Strange behavior in that one. erm.........people are dumb...not any of you......just....people in general.
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_v_:
i agree especially dumb girls
darthwombat:
yep...they are.
im moving far away from here. from my parents. so i can be independent. never lived farther away than a few hour drive from my basement. must have independence. advice?
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grendel_kin:
get out of the south.....i know of which i speak.
go stumble and fail in someplace large and intimidating..NYC ......los angeles ....san fran/bay area ..............bismarck! funny enough, i'll bet SG will support you wherever you go. really, go where you feel most frightened. go there while you're still young. you've got a good head on your shoulders....now put it to the test.
go stumble and fail in someplace large and intimidating..NYC ......los angeles ....san fran/bay area ..............bismarck! funny enough, i'll bet SG will support you wherever you go. really, go where you feel most frightened. go there while you're still young. you've got a good head on your shoulders....now put it to the test.
adobe:
advice? hrm, don't feel guilty about moving far away. you've your own life to live.
yeah, girlfriend is really good.
what kind of pills?
xo