apathy_activist

*sigh.* i got my first failing grade of my return to school. it was a blip, not a pattern. but, *sigh* nonetheless.

this is possession09.

she's having a hell of a time updating her picture, but as you can see, it's not the pictures fault. what else could be wrong?

it's a pretty fool-proof system, so i'm not sure why it's happening.

in the meantime i will be assuming the identity of a blonde female. just for fun.

The Constantines have saved my soul:

" YOUNG OFFENDERS Curse the corpses, call in the Futurists. This is the ballad of the young offenders: Leave no manifesto, save graffiti in the train yard. These legs were made to run. When the dares pick a victim, the railhead blues will play. The drunken brutes on main street will soon be laid away. Suppression is a state....
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Heya, not much on the AA front. working. hanging.
looking forward to Firefly tonight and the New Bomb Turks tommorow.

More music for ya. Today it's Viperscheme. Another local band that mixes screamed aggression with guitar hooks and a little bit of other stuff. Two tracks.

Viperscheme - Flotsam - A quick little burner with a whole lotta anguished, but not emotive, vocals and their...
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*sniff*sniff* *wheez*wheez* *cough*cough*
*wheez*cough*sniff*
*cough*wheez*wheez*

maybe i'm being silly, but don't you think someone crazy enough to kill people at random with a sniper rifle might be encouraged by blanket news coverage?

i dunno, maybe it is just me.

I'm okay, I think. . .
I sounds like a really indecisive motivational speaker.

Went to class today and actually learned something, which is always nice. I'm totally fubared for work in the next three weeks, but I believe I can do it. I'm pretty sure I can do it. You can't get all A's one year and then be completly goofy the next, can...
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I'm screwed.

I should've stuck with selling computers.

I did nothing tonight. I spent time in the Music Boards and listened to records. I played a little Super Mario Bros. 3 and watched the Leafs lose on a shitty (and nebulous) rule.

Tommorow: Write paper for Cultural Studies. Research other papers. Watch Buffy. Watch the Leafs destroy the Rangers.

I think I'm becoming a shut-in.
I also think I have a little bit...
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Turkey time has left me so tired. All weekend I was thinking, "ooohhh, I drank too many mellonaides.."

Crunch time at school.
I must learn and understand cultural theory. I must write a three thousand word paper on the Clash. I must amass a number of resources on pornography's influence on communications technology. (I may need a little help from some of the friendlier pornographers,...
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"It is essential to be drunk all the time. That's all: there's no other problem. If you do not want to feel the appalling weight of Time which breaks your shoulders and bends you to the ground, get drunk, and drunk again. What with? Wine, poetry, or being good, please yourself. But get drunk. And if now and then, on the steps of a palace,...
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Mulholland Drive?

Mulholland Drive..

woah. i just.. i..

woah.

Me: Straight, White, Late Twenties. 5'10" 225. A burly contradiciton. A cynical romanic. A nerdy hipster. An immature intellectual. I'm a little emotionally stunted, so I don't play well with others my age. While at the same time I tend to intimdate those younger who don't know me. I enjoy listening to myself talk, yet I'm intimidated by social situations.

Likes: I study Media and...
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