apandaondrugs

After getting dumped people usually go through some sort of craziness or take a trip or try to immediately show that you are okay and can move on. Well I did all three. She said she didn't want me and normally I don't handle rejection well, but since she said that she wanted me to move on and be happy I took those words to heart. I bought the new car and took a trip with my family for a week to help center myself to get happy. I thought I was moving forward and putting myself out there again didn't seem so scary. Que existential crisis and quite real drama. Ugh so one night we all went out at a work function and me and a friend of hers were getting buddy buddy, nothing happened but my ex's reaction told a different story. After she decided to let me go she was infuriated at her friend and at me though her friend being a little clueless to everything only noticed afterwards. What my ex saw was me hanging out laughing and drinking with another girl and took a terrible response to it. Now we are both punished but I do have feelings for said other girl. Idk what to do but hey it's an update right.