I know I've been really dead on here as of late so much shit has happened but I'm gonna try and be more active. So after living with 5 roommates for the past 4 years I needed a change especially after graduating and roommate weirdness and drama I decided to move out. I thought I would just be renting a new place in Virginia beach but turned out I saved enough to actually buy and place and with the help of my awesome parents was actually able to afford it and so now I'm a homeowner. However to be honest in the time I've spent here in my new place so far its not felt like home yet but its getting there still has some work and needs stuff but its a work in progress. Now on to the not so happy stuff my ex now seems to stalk me and keeps showing up at my new place and the girl I've been interested in for some time now is definitely not interested in me. I'm just gonna swear it off for a little while and focus on me my best friend Greg lifted my spirits when I told him what my ex last said to me that she was only with me cause I was on track to be a doctor and left when I changed my mind he said "well she missed out on a great person" just really helped me realize that she was not the one even if she didn't mean I don't need that in my life. Back to happy stuff Greg I think might've found a new girl and I'm stoked he did cause he deserves much better than his last girl she was so controlling and this one seems to be a keeper if he asks her out cause they really are hitting it off. But yeah that's my update really busy moving in and handling all this homeowning shit but I think I'm crushing it even if I'm winging it :)