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Teeth are gone. Face is mostly back to normal size, and depression is bigger than normal size. I have spent too long in this fucking house, with my mother, who's about to have shoulder surgery, and her cat, who's torn a claw loose. So between the three of us, we're one big barrel of fucking laughs.

So I'm watching Once Upon A Time In Mexico, trying to cheer up, and wishing like hell that I'd made a few different choices post-college. Or in college. Or before college. Fuck, I wish I'd been born in a different country right now so this impending election wouldn't be so goddamn scary.

Boredom gets to me and makes me start thinking that there's no way out, no end in sight, that I'm just doomed to shit jobs and watching these rich shits around me get richer while I try to have some sort of integrity that ends up keeping me from ever getting anywhere.

Don't listen to me when I'm like this. South Carolina, Fox News, pain pills, and my parents are getting to me, that's all. That's why in a couple of weeks, I'm heading north to kick the job hunt into high gear. Anyone with any jobs to offer me, apartments to share, or other sage advice to offer, let me know.