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Thanks for all the comments on my last rant. And just to clarify: I KNOW that dealing with someone who's taken is bad. I know that cheating isn't nice. I'm a big girl, and I've been on every side (and most of the angles) of a love triangle. So much as I love you kids, if you don't have anything more thoughtful to say than BAD! RUN! NO! you're not really helping me, because it's a little too late, and each situation is different. No relationship or friendship or brief hot fling is perfect, and even if you follow all the rules, you'll probably get hurt anyway. The last one that I followed all the rules with ended up leaving me $900 in debt and emotionally scarred for life, and the last one that I met while he still had a girlfriend is still a good friend of mine. so...to clarify: He is not in the process of cheating on his girlfriend. We got drunk and made out one night, and have not done so since, or even been alone together since. He's not trying to string me along while he makes up his mind. I just really fucking like him, and even after three weeks without seeing him, I just like him more when I do see him, I do think he likes me too, and I think it's making shit harder for him, and it sucks because I'd undo that rad makeout session in a heartbeat if I could just be his friend and spend more time with him.

But I should've known better than to post that, I guess. I just needed to get it out of my head. Today I feel like my luck is starting to change. And William H. Macy is the interview for today, and The Cooler is definitely a flick about luck changing. So. Yep.

I think I need chinese food. and then I'll have to decide if I feel like going out and playing or staying in and watching Edward Scissorhands and talking to my cat.

Oh, and I'm moving in with Eponine. Who inspires old men in bowling alleys to write poetry. Hopefully she'll inspire my writing too.