Wednesday Nov 05, 2003

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i have been way too insanely busy lately. i love it. i've missed it so much. i get so much done every day. but no more time for here. soon this should change.

two days to LA. two days to disneyland. i'm giddy. won't you be giddy with me?
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hippomonki:
giddy giddy giddy, ok does that count?
have fun in la smile
disappearhere:
Sheeyit!!!

Saturday Nov 01, 2003

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today I am a very very happy man.

for about the last month i have been so indescribably happy that i don't know what to do with myself. it's a harsh battle with the fierce goth demeanor i normally outwardly expel, i know.

i'm still waiting for the comedown. it's starting to feel like a trip that's going a little too long. "alright, can I...
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josh:
dude

wow

I'm so tired. biggrin
miloryan:
Happy? What is this happy feeling you speak of? Oh how I wish I could complain about being truly happy. I've been stuck in the middle for so long. Good damn party the other night though! Later, Ryan-

Monday Oct 27, 2003

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you know that feeling when the water coming out of the shower head is precisely the same temperature as the room, so the only way you know you are in a shower is because oif the pressure?

i love that feeling.

I cleaned my room today. the entire house is spic and span now. it's almost as if everyone moved in without any drama going...
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alyssum:
I have these two conflicting forces at work. Desire to pare my posessions down to a bare minimum and laziness. That would require a hell of a lot of work. One day... confused I feel hopeful though, my Dad is finally getting around to throwing out notebooks from high school which he's been toting around the country for almost 45 years.

Ya know, I don't think I've ever been licked on the face by a puppy much less while I was reading. That sounds alright!

Yeah, next time I should be able to stay a little longer myself!

amitabha:
Yea man I totally feel you on the getting rid of things note.. I am historically a pack-rat. I have so much shit that is completely useless, and yet I keep it for some reason because I think I may need it at some time.. But in the back of my head I know it's just taking up space. It really feels great to get rid of all that bullshit and bask in minimalism. I really believe the less you have the happier you will be holds true on so many levels.

I've been thinking about getting rid of alot of things as well.. basically like you. I want my computer, and my clothes.. don't really need anything else. Hell I don't even ever turn my TV on. I should sell that bitch.

Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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all y'all is about to be some lasered up mofos. i hope you come prepared.

i'm bringing at least 4 laser grenades and a couple of laser booby traps. couple that with my laser-deflection gear and superhero sidekick, and all yall's in trouble.

i think i know precisely what i mean when i say it's a shpadoinkle day.
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alyssum:
That's a freaking great idea, on so many levels. Obviously not only is it a bonus for the two, but it also gives a no-pain excuse for people to curtail non-designated feelers too. "Sorry hon, You're gonna have to stop, you're not on the list."
disappearhere:
Yes, thank you.
I will be back soon, so as we can get our Disneyland on G-funkface.smile

so...I'll be back soon.

Friday Oct 24, 2003

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i decided the previous entry was too sad, and i didn't want to see pages of "i'm so sorry", so i'm changing the entry. it's still there if you want to hit that little "previous entry" button.

i have decided that my body is getting accustomed to going out all the time again. there have been several points in my life where my body has...
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miloryan:
Calling me a homo eh? You just didn't want to be the only one huh. Going to sushi saturday? If so, see ya there.
alyssum:
That sounds like a damn good dream... very relaxing. smile

Ya know, I think I'd choose the heavy metal band. Good being-a-hot-chick opportunities, much the same dress-set, more yelling indirectly rather than at specific people.

Thursday Oct 23, 2003

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today i had a friend and co-worker who was asked for help by a homeless person, so she was nice enough to set down her things and pull out her wallet.

as she reached in to pull out some money, he snatched her wallet, glared at her directly in her eyes, and ran away with her and her roommates' rent money.

couple this with the...
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mistereel:
wow. that homeless guy thing is fucked. at least your friend tried to show some compassion.
ellebelle:
this one journal entry alone totally explians why i hate people.
also why i luv people.

Being bi-polar sucks. I need to pick a fucking mood. (and stick with it)

Love and Light, Elle

Wednesday Oct 22, 2003

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pop quiz, buckos.

if you walk up to a coversation with multiple males talking about video games, what do you say to be a stereotypical female?

"i love ms. pac man!"

why?

it was made before you were born, was a horrible franchise that only continued to get worse, you picked at random a horrible sequel that was just a rehash of the original, and...
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ellebelle:
Yeah- the girl that does Zoe's voice is fucking SMOKIN!
Yum! love

Edited to say: A friend huh? Sure! I couldn't see through that one! wink

[Edited on Oct 23, 2003 9:01AM]
vikprez:
You gotta problem with Police Academy 4?

Tuesday Oct 21, 2003

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today was filled with phrases that would have made the grammar police handcuff slaphappy.

"everybody doesn't be expecting differentating responses"

that was from my manager. my MANAGER. dear god i need a promotion.

even compliments that i got today.

"you were my knight and shining armor"

i'm glad to hear i was both, and not just a naked knight or an inanimate breastplate.

but i...
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juxlii:
Some days it seems that the grammar police just aren't enough and we pray for a tactical grammar unit.

Disneyland it is...see you there!
murphy:
Ok I got your message, but you were out before I could ask and I've been wondering all day.

WHO IS COMING!?!?!

Anyways.
Everyone in my office has now seen the Futureshock video and I've been playing it constantly just to hear the track.

And You and maxx with your successful filling of the AYB with so much cool video I have taking up a decent foot print downloading all those videos...

Blah randomness.... BTW You are my knights shining cod piece. smile

Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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damn it feels good to be a gangsta.

within my first twenty minutes of work yesterday, i had explained how to vote and why to vote on a particular bill to someone in spanish.

Bill es mal! Es muy mal! No like-o bill-o!

And been explicity hit on by an 80 year old woman. actual quote: "oh, the things you could do to me."

and...
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mistersatan:
DAMN you! That makes me so angry I just wanna... wanna...

*falls into diabetic coma*
alyssum:
Heehee, why thank you! ...I am Google Master. wink Well actually no, but I am definitely in the top 10 of Google Mastery. It had that camp-song/show-tune feel about it, I know that genre all too well. Somewhere out there available for rent at your friendly local Girl Scout office, there is the most incriminating image of me ever recorded, doing a video of various camp songs. puke

Reading that post it got a lot dirtier too because boys singing well makes me feel funny in the pants. blush What's this I hear about you getting to travel and sing?

The "things not said" reminds me of my brother's favorite carole to make fun of when we had to sit through Xmas eve services - O Come, O Come Manually... er Emmanuel. whatever

Yeah, I can see her being reluctant, being the only girl... that's a "wackachoo"-effect short of a porno.

P.S. Pardon my own dirty post, I mean no harm robot

[Edited on Oct 21, 2003 12:07AM]

Thursday Oct 16, 2003

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due to various things going on in my life right now, i've stopped biking and begun riding the bus again for the first time in months. it's amazing how much the mood is different on the bus. it just feels darker.

people I saw on the bus today.

two women with obscenely long nails. the shortest nails were at least four inches long. i wonder...
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johnnyvonbondie:
what happened to land a sean?

jesse
ellebelle:
I'm totally renting that shit!

I serioulsy think Googuse is one of the most intellegent people on this site. I don't even think I've ever left a message in his journal but I usually read stuff he writes on the boards. He's very clever.

I haven't driven much at all here in Ireland. (unless you count the time I smashed the rentacar up.) I'm totally counting on it raising my IQ. By the time I get back to Amercia I should be smart as a whip.

Just wondering??? How smart are whips exactly?

Love and Light, ElleBelle xoxoxox

Wednesday Oct 15, 2003

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t minus zero.

blastoff, my friends.

i am no longer a shame-based man.

when i see an american flag hung in the window of a nasement apartment by someone who has better things to do than buy curtains, that's america to me.

i feel like playing poker. i feel like my picture looks.

let's do this.
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josh:
blastoff?

shoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm!
disappearhere:
HOLY SHIT! I am SO down for a poker night.

And just curious. What was so shaming before?

Monday Oct 13, 2003

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there is a lady where i work that only works 2 days a week. twelve hour days. she says she really doesn't get much done during her days because when six hours rolls around, she realizes she's only halfway through her day and things just slow down.

i feel like i just hit the one-hour-left mark. it's that second wind that hits you because you...
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freckle:
i think that's a perfect schedual... i want 2 12 hour days
mobprod:
I think another viewing of Kill Bill will make me feel better...
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