Thursday Nov 13, 2003

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Tattoo photo is in the Pics thing. It's not exactly a huge skull with evil dragons attacking naked women and maybe anchors with 'Samantha' emblazoned on them with...leprechauns. But you deal.
user092840:
Monica got that tattoo too! It looks lovely dear. kiss

Monday Nov 10, 2003

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Oh man. Ever get the feeling that life is just a straight line? That's what it's felt like for the past two weeks, like the edges of emotion have been rubbed off. It's just a straight line of...nothing. Everything is happening in chronological terms as opposed to emotional/social ones. Which sucks. Like, totally!
Maybe it's because of the big emotional outburst I had a few...
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kealli:
please please remember to buy batteries.. i've got to see it already smile

check my journal entry also.. about badly drawn boy

~k

Friday Nov 07, 2003

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Bands coming up:
- My favourite band ever, Karma County, on their comeback tour.
- Echo & The Fuckin' Bunnymen with my dad. How fuckin' good.
- The Shins. Never heard them. I'm told they're good, so I'll go see 'em.
- Machine Gun Fellatio. Three gigs. Rock 'n' roll.
In other news, my tattoo is healing nicely. And my cats are fuckin' irritating at...
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kealli:
i knew you would like the pictures of the wall.
take a picture of your tat for us? pretty please?
~k
silencenoir:
I want to see your new ink!

Friday Oct 31, 2003

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Wow. Got my first tattoo (picture soon enough). It's the heart with an xo in it done by the boyfriend of kealli. Props to her boyf. Props. It hurt like woah for the first two minutes but then stopped was just slightly irritating. It's on my inner right forearm. I like it. I'm in to it. Which is lucky.
New Strokes is good Strokes....
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user092840:
I'm getting new ink tonight! Hooray! I can't wait to see yours! kiss
silencenoir:
Can't wait to see the new ink!

Wednesday Oct 29, 2003

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I find it really weird that my band has a fan. As some backstory to that, my band is atrocious currently. We sing songs like 'All My Friends Are Cunts,' 'I Hate The UN,' 'Fucky Fucky Fucky,' etc. Really sub-standard shit.
silencenoir:
happy halloween !!!! I'll be your fan.

kiss
skull

Monday Oct 27, 2003

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Oooh ahh I need a holiday like woah. Thankfully, I'm going to go up to the mountains soon for a night with my friend's ex and get pissed in a motel. A little bit classy.
I wish work didn't mind that I fell asleep at an important Annual General Meeting. But they do. So I put in an official and formal (whatever that means) apology...
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silencenoir:
The Holidays will be here soon. You have any vacation during that time?

Night at the motel sounds fun.
siara:
Hehe.. falling asleep in a meeting!.. argh.. that could have been very bad!..
Have fun at the motel!
skull XX

Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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Feel a lot better this morning. A lot better. I think I just needed to have a cry last nite. And man, that is so emo.
kealli:
did you join sweet addy? i was just looking there and noticed two aussie threads at the top of the board smile there is a huge tattoo thread there if you have not seen it already.. to which my boyfriend has used his illustrator/photoshop skills to contribute lots of ideas etc. if you can't find it search for "universal tattoo" and that should bring it up. glad you are feeling better. *hugs*

Saturday Oct 25, 2003

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I'm feeling pretty fucked up. And the fact that someone I never knew is the catalyst for that is making it even more difficult. It just feels like...if someone that 1000s of people loved can't make it through life, how can anyone else?
I just feel like staying inside my flat for days and smoking and listening to him and doing nothing and just feeling...
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kealli:
http://www.blamonet.com/vb/showthread.php?s=84c427ee6282eb144a180062b237ecf5&threadid=32370&highlight=sydney+memorial
kealli:
you're welcome *hugs*

Wednesday Oct 22, 2003

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So much love to Elliott Smith wherever he may be.
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kealli:
if you have not already..
you should go to www.sweetaddy.com and read the boards.
there are other people there from australia talking about the loss. it really helps if .. in your "real" life.. nobody else understands. trust me i know what you are going through.
kealli:
people have organized memorials all over..
i have read other people asking about something in aussie.
maybe become a member of the site (if you arent already) so you can post asking if there is anyone in your area to get together. that is what most people have been doing.

and on my journal the other day i gave an explination as to why im feeling so strongly about this.. is because i feel that elliott knew me.. since he was around for so many important things in my life.. always there.. always in the background.. knowing all my secrets. its getting easier and harder every day.. with actually accepting that he is gone. i dont think i'm angry about it anymore.. just peaceful and sad.

Tuesday Oct 21, 2003

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Oh man. All I want is a pink and black Yeah Yeah Yeahs shirt.
Ya'huh! smile
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