antipunk

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Maturity will help you forget all the mistakes you've made.
You will think "oh how different I am than yesterday, I do not know what has happend"

I thought I made something no one else could, but it was soon repeated and then I understood.

Dear Diary,

You know not of true sacrifice and until you do, you will never gain. For this is the law. The more of yourself (time, thought, individuality, emotion, limitations, entertainment and body (there is more to be added)) you sacrifice the more you gain. To gain completely you must sacrifice it all. To play in the sandbox of the mind you must only believe...
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Dear Diary,

Impress me less.

I think your cute in a cool kickin it way. Your always laughing having fun and your outrageous.
I like outrageous like I appreciate civil. How cool it is to be different.

I'm putting away the peacock's feathers. I'm taking up average appearance.
If people can't see me then I don't need to be seen. I keep getting out of...
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Oops I did it again.

How often do you masterbate?

For me its really my mood. Sometimes I beat it till it won't come back up, othertimes I get bored and move on. I have better things to do than coat my keyboard in gooey release. Plus my dogs always dig around the trash and chew up the cum rags. I feel bad sometimes but...
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If you look like a pimp and act like a pimp, people think your a pimp...even if your not

In other life news gas is cheap.

Fuck that last blog, I'm frustrated. To much has been going on and not enough have I been paying attention too.
I want so bad to want nothing but it doesn't help, my mood is everything. I can't fix attitude I can only calm myself into apathy, which I do love so dearly.

fuck this shit. I Hate not being able.. incomplete frustration grrr.
I...
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There is the dream world and there is reality. However both bleed into each other.
Have you ever chased a dream into actuality? Has something real become just a dream?

Is potential the same as real? I am just a mass of atoms that before birth was nothing. Now I am a living human being and when I die I will become what I was...
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*singing*
Who wants friends, everyone wants friends, but sometimes your friends are dead.
So you make new friends and you eat the meals your fed, because sometimes your friends are dead.
And things continue on, as if it didn't matter, that this tragedy isn't stoping, anything.
Lets remember how far we've come while we've been alive.
We're not the first to know pain, we won't...
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What we desire to be is not what we become; instead it is desire that becomes us and desire is a double edge sword. If we achieve our goals do we stop and say "Did it! Now I can live my life" or do we push forward to greater heights? If we continue to fail to achieve our goals do we proclaim "I'll try harder...
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