Decay in meaning
Oh god were all dying,every second of every moment death is what we have.
Invision this life as an hour glass the sand a spec of life thats been damned
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
How Im cringing as my lungs are collapsing how hard it is to breathe and imagining
Every moment of every breathe another second gone we dont have left
What is this life how many have felt like this? How original am I when there are so many?
How many generations have we been decaying? Years of years lives of life lost in infinity
Time is empty with each drop of life another second gone another life gone forever
Is this real? Is the past a dream? Is the future a dream? Who am I?
What if I forgot everything what momement would I begin to see how meaningful life can be.
Its emptythe glass is empty. I dont have anything I dont see anything... I am nothing.
Misery, oh misery, misery please devour me
God YOU GAVE ME LIFE, YOU GAVE ME THIS. How I HATE, how I HATE, how I LOVE, how I LOVE
This blood, this flesh, this mind, this body a fucking lie its been deceived as meaningful by my peers but its been disguised. This is nothing worth or of value how many people die every second of every year since the dawn of birth? Who am I but one in one trillion or even more should humanity continue forth?
Its so pathetic to think we are special. How many times can man reinvent himself?
Count lets count to a millionhow many years would it take?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Count lets count to a trillionhow many decades would it take?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Its violence frustration in its purest form
I AM NOTHING!!! GOD THE TRUTH IS CLEAR TO ME!
IM TALKING TO YOU, ARENT YOU LISTENING?!
Ive been listening to you my entire lifeIn every treein every leafin every winterin every fallin every fall
How pathetic to think I was special another incarnation of worthless worthwhile.
I thought I had done what no one else could but it was soon repeated and then I understood.
We are not ourselves but fragments of everybody else passing good ideas left and rightthe machine is god consciousness and as ourselves we are worthless to ithow atrocious
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Wasting awayuntil we dieanother soul born to replace the problems of todayto reincarnate the carnage of decayuntil we all fade away as forgotten memories of the past Like the Egyptianslike the Romanslike the Englishlike our forefathersHow all very worthless today...
What is life without death? How worthless to continue until our last breath
I keep thinking what is for me What is of me What good am I?
To be placed against a society of nihilism without truth of justification how much is today worth?
How much is this moment worth? What is of yesterday worth? What is of tomorrow worth? What is twenty years worth? What is a hundred years worth?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Gagging as I am gasping now, struggling to hold on its been screaming in my mind all along
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
DEATH, DEATH, DEATH
My only comfort, my only twist in fate to silence the truth of decay withering moment by moment awayI dont forget what I believe but I bled myself dry trying to remember the life before birth, how carless of me
Oh god were all dying,every second of every moment death is what we have.
Invision this life as an hour glass the sand a spec of life thats been damned
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
How Im cringing as my lungs are collapsing how hard it is to breathe and imagining
Every moment of every breathe another second gone we dont have left
What is this life how many have felt like this? How original am I when there are so many?
How many generations have we been decaying? Years of years lives of life lost in infinity
Time is empty with each drop of life another second gone another life gone forever
Is this real? Is the past a dream? Is the future a dream? Who am I?
What if I forgot everything what momement would I begin to see how meaningful life can be.
Its emptythe glass is empty. I dont have anything I dont see anything... I am nothing.
Misery, oh misery, misery please devour me
God YOU GAVE ME LIFE, YOU GAVE ME THIS. How I HATE, how I HATE, how I LOVE, how I LOVE
This blood, this flesh, this mind, this body a fucking lie its been deceived as meaningful by my peers but its been disguised. This is nothing worth or of value how many people die every second of every year since the dawn of birth? Who am I but one in one trillion or even more should humanity continue forth?
Its so pathetic to think we are special. How many times can man reinvent himself?
Count lets count to a millionhow many years would it take?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Count lets count to a trillionhow many decades would it take?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Its violence frustration in its purest form
I AM NOTHING!!! GOD THE TRUTH IS CLEAR TO ME!
IM TALKING TO YOU, ARENT YOU LISTENING?!
Ive been listening to you my entire lifeIn every treein every leafin every winterin every fallin every fall
How pathetic to think I was special another incarnation of worthless worthwhile.
I thought I had done what no one else could but it was soon repeated and then I understood.
We are not ourselves but fragments of everybody else passing good ideas left and rightthe machine is god consciousness and as ourselves we are worthless to ithow atrocious
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Wasting awayuntil we dieanother soul born to replace the problems of todayto reincarnate the carnage of decayuntil we all fade away as forgotten memories of the past Like the Egyptianslike the Romanslike the Englishlike our forefathersHow all very worthless today...
What is life without death? How worthless to continue until our last breath
I keep thinking what is for me What is of me What good am I?
To be placed against a society of nihilism without truth of justification how much is today worth?
How much is this moment worth? What is of yesterday worth? What is of tomorrow worth? What is twenty years worth? What is a hundred years worth?
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
Gagging as I am gasping now, struggling to hold on its been screaming in my mind all along
Every moment of every breath another second gone we dont have left
DEATH, DEATH, DEATH
My only comfort, my only twist in fate to silence the truth of decay withering moment by moment awayI dont forget what I believe but I bled myself dry trying to remember the life before birth, how carless of me
niobe:
Friends......?
niobe:
Alright.