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Friday Jan 04, 2008

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So much time... There is always time.
Time to do just about anything.
I sit and stare out windows of moving cars thinking of all the things I could be doing...I pause briefly to think of all the things I'm not doing...

Life it just moves on...it seems so peaceful I wonder how it can become so chaotic. Like magic being performed on the streets its bizarre and shocking to realize EVERYTHING in you life is fucked out of your control...

It came to me in jail that no one ever gains the proper perspective. That its natural for someone to bitch about there food while others go on without eating... We adapt to our environment and set standards of happiness. We derive the definition of happiness from the world we observe. That world despite it uniform past is viewed through billions of eyes each with their perspective and take on what reality is. Most humans end up with similar conclusions on what is happiness. The easiest and most frequent way, is deducing the answer by what others around them have claimed has made them happy.

Sadly though this exclamation of happiness is often said in order to convince themselves rather than anyone else. Much like a boast of being unafraid. The result is a society that perpetually lies to self, stuck in purgatory. Their only saving grace is relying on others more intelligent and courageous to convince the masses of the truth. Like a billion hands reaching up for help, one needs only to walk above and pull them up. A garden of ardent followers ready to believe anything you believe in if you believe in it strongly enough.

Faith is blind conviction based upon a leaders blind conviction. The subconscious logic is as follows, "Wow they REALLY believe what they are saying! What they are saying is TRUTH to them! I don't believe anything as passionately as they do, what I believe must therefore be wrong! I want to believe what they do and become as passionate as them!!!"

If you believe something deeply enough anyone will follow. The mob is a pack mentality allowing anyone willing, to stand up and lead. Thinking is active acknowledgement to take responsibility. Should your actions lead down the wrong path the mob will turn and destroy you. "We did what you said because you said what to do! Now we are fucked because we listened to you. DIE!"

Becoming a leader is easy becoming a great leader is destiny.
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i miss you. i'm at the slc art museum like the little nerd i am! =] talk to you soooooon

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Jan 5, 2008

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