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Wednesday Oct 31, 2007

Oct 31, 2007
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Mistress love I'm kissing your neck with the sweat running down your back. Each pulse filling my mouth full of blood I'm drowning in sweet desire. I'm loving when I'm killing. Just sufficate with me. Your murder will be my suicide.

The news will say "Murderer Commits Suicide!!!" but we'll both know how much we were willing to die regardless of our times. These words are stones thrown, cast out and old, I said.. Love THEM Less!

I can't believe you stopped me, after trying so hard to kill me. I want you...but not without your noose.

String up two, just me and you. We'll swing one last time and I'll wave to you as I die smiling
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How little I remember of who I used to be. I've looked under rocks and gathered fancy things.

I've listened to the wind calling out my name but turned my head away, with shame.

What being can I be looking as I do so silly with glossed over child's eyes. I'm not crying I'm weeping.

Like the willows of my hometown, children's memories.
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More or less I try to become more unique more me. More outlandish, more repulsive, more charming, more deceptive. I weave lies like a tapestry. String lives together into beautiful misery. I line the insides with golden twine to give a glossy shine. I want the beauty of your, no, our pain to be outstanding.

Like the works of master thieves taking everything in a blink. Not knowing how or why it happened. These lies are our lives how will you spend you life line? Missing and frayed or broken and faded?

Listen to me, it doesn't always mean you're missing without me. I'm part of your life as much as you are a part of mine. Without you who am I but a madman working with imaginary lives. Twisting air into thoughts of what could be there what might be worth wearing.

Cuddle up with a good story and think of how your not boring, I'll work all day and dream all night for the best tapestry of life. Your worries are mine and these burdens are ours but this life, this only life, well that is yours. To thine own self be free and choose the best life for you.

Sincerely,
A Loving Dreamer
A Loving Dreamer

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