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Sunday Jun 03, 2007

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Each day is a new day. I find myself obsessed with change.
I am creatively destructive and destructively creative. The maker of bad things and the bearer of great gifts. Stuck in a paradox between societal standards of right and wrong, I see change as the only right and stagnation as the only wrong.

Chaos the only good, for without change things can never become better
inspite of the opportunity for things to get worse. The outcome of change matters very little to the process that produces it. Action and aggression are the laws of nature. Creatures who cannot keep up with the pace of change die. Constant chaos is the only solution to every problem.

Yet fear, right now, paralyzes your very mind. "CHAOS?!? No I don't want chaos its unpredictable and scary I don't know what will happen" Yes there is NO SECURITY in chaos. However realize that every second of every day you buy into a false sense of security. The action that can result in you immanent demise might come in the simple form of misplacing your foot while coming out of the shower. Such things are unpredictable and chaotic; we already live in a world of constant chaos, mayhem and disorder. We must acknowledge its existence despite ALL FEAR.

A constant rejection of reality will never stop reality from happening. Our fears are getting the better of us. We are stuck scrounging looking in the dirt like worthless beasts as the knowledge we so hunger for hangs within reach above our heads.

We pretend out of fear. We pretend things are better because we are beasts, we are animals, and we are creatures bound by blood to do the will of our ancestors. All is not lost! We are the only creature born that can choose to be more than merely a beast. We can choose to be human.

Let us face our fears with tears and courage, and conquer them. The truly courageous are those who do not know if victory is even possible, the foolish are those who know they are defeated and yet stand to defy it and the frightened are the helpless even if victory may be obtained.

Society stands open and ready for instruction as production has consumed there minds to think. They must be lead to defy there leaders, taught to ignore there superiors, learned in the ways of others, and set free unleashed on each other. We must fight to change the stagnant waters we feel so safe to drink from, unaware of the poison it has become. Should we continue our minds will become sickened and another decaying society will be discarded into the history books as yet another failed attempt.

Patriots, misanthropes, lovers and nihilist alike are united with disgust. We lack only action to stand & action to fight. We are frightened but we are not alone. Become aware that you are not aware.

I will change my future, I will change today, I will become better and I will do it everyday.
namaste:
I didnt see you at the con? What happened?
Jun 3, 2007

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