anticus

She called last night. 5 times between 2 and 3AM. 4 to my home and 1 to my cell. Funny -I don't hear my home phone ring, but I do my cell. I thought it was my buddy Jesse, who usually calls when he's plastered and it's hard to have a conversation with him. Glad I didn't answer.

I had what I thought was a breakthrough day yesterday - I was home alone all day, just trying to put together a story - and keeping her off my mind.

Now she calls - crying - wanting to talk.

I'm assume, given the time, she got home drunk and was horny - and whoever she's with now wasn't around

I don't plan on calling her back today - but now she is on my mind again when I wanted to get somewhere with this story.

I have to keep thinking - she wasn't thinking of MY feelings when she was fucking other guys, so why should I care about hers now?.

EDITED to say: I'm not calling back. She probably won't remember calling me in the first place - and anyway, I am nobody's fucking B game.