anticus

Maybe I need to develop an attraction to someone else. While I see lots of attractive women every day - I find that I am not attracted to them.

And when I see someone with her figure, I get short of breath. She honestly must create a stronger pheremone than other women.

I hate that she damaged me.

Yet my head spins with the desire for her to try to reconcile. WHY? I know she never will. She has absolutely NO REGRET or remorse for her behavior. Nor can I forgive it.

Perhaps itt's because I feel so disregarded.

I have GOT to get over this shit!