I forgive her.
Her actions will not be forgotten, but their impact will continue to diminish while what I've learned from them strengthen me.
I come away with a much better sense of myself - and knowing that I can love more intensely than I ever imagined.
Wishing her happiness is futile - she will bring on herself whatever she will. I do hope she...
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Her actions will not be forgotten, but their impact will continue to diminish while what I've learned from them strengthen me.
I come away with a much better sense of myself - and knowing that I can love more intensely than I ever imagined.
Wishing her happiness is futile - she will bring on herself whatever she will. I do hope she...
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severus:
flake? what does flake mean? not coming?
severus:
Do people really say that? Weird. And yes, very disrespectful.
I've been pretty sad and completely unproductive the past few days. Hell - all week. I think it's because Elbow played a song that reminds me of her wholly.
Elbow - "Great Expectations"
EDITED to include the lyrics. Normally I hate when people post lyrics, but since the song is there for you, you might as well have them. It's from their latest "Leaders of...
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Elbow - "Great Expectations"
EDITED to include the lyrics. Normally I hate when people post lyrics, but since the song is there for you, you might as well have them. It's from their latest "Leaders of...
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threestares:
thanks. 
severus:
I hope you'll see some sunshine soon. 
Cable TV - gone. Home phone - gone.
This lifestyle-changing stuff is easier than I thought it would be.
Video and laserdisc collections officially on the market.
Heard from Danielle yesterday, which was good because I hadn't for days and I worry about her. I never know if she will ever fall off her 29 inch platform shoes and break her neck.
Elbow was fantastic....
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This lifestyle-changing stuff is easier than I thought it would be.
Video and laserdisc collections officially on the market.
Heard from Danielle yesterday, which was good because I hadn't for days and I worry about her. I never know if she will ever fall off her 29 inch platform shoes and break her neck.
Elbow was fantastic....
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threestares:
change can be very good.
severus:
Are you gonna end up as a munk in Nepal or something? 
I'm glad Elbow was so good. I'm waiting for Andy to get here with Chinese food, the train ride went OK. I actually slept like.. 3 hours. Wow.
I'm glad Elbow was so good. I'm waiting for Andy to get here with Chinese food, the train ride went OK. I actually slept like.. 3 hours. Wow.
Updated my profile a little.
Going to see Elbow tonight at the Avalon (formerly The Palace). I've been writing a lot of the webcomic. Now I really need an artist.
I love writing jokes.
I'm really beginning to enjoy my freedom, because I think it's coming to an end soon. In 4 months, my life is going to change drastically. I don't know how exactly,...
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Going to see Elbow tonight at the Avalon (formerly The Palace). I've been writing a lot of the webcomic. Now I really need an artist.
I love writing jokes.
I'm really beginning to enjoy my freedom, because I think it's coming to an end soon. In 4 months, my life is going to change drastically. I don't know how exactly,...
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testykitten:
probably september!
severus:
Live with it.
Which of the following fake porno titles do you think people will connect with 6 months from now:
"The Constant Hardener" or "Glad-He-Ate-Her"?
"The Constant Hardener" or "Glad-He-Ate-Her"?
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severus:
No sugardaddys.
Sounds to me like you ate healthy and good, do no need to feel fat. Full maybe but..
Sounds to me like you ate healthy and good, do no need to feel fat. Full maybe but..
severus:
Blahh. Being broke makes me feel worthless and ugly and shitty. But that's how it is.
Elbow! How fun, enjoy it. I wish I could go tooo.
Elbow! How fun, enjoy it. I wish I could go tooo.
I spoke to her. Saturday night. She called and I answered. We talked for a few hours.
I am fine but don't have the energy (because of work) to go into the details.
I am fine but don't have the energy (because of work) to go into the details.
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severus:
You think of me? 
Having a good day?
Having a good day?
severus:
I don't get it.
Thank you, that was kind! Music.. always good. So what will you do? Any plans?
Thank you, that was kind! Music.. always good. So what will you do? Any plans?
Holy ass! It's tax time and I'm going through all my receipts. I keep all of them because essentially my whole life is an expense.
What I didn't realize:
I'm looking at a record of every dinner she and I had together. Every night out. Every date. Reliving every moment. The early great times. The wonderful dinners after which (I know now) that she went...
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What I didn't realize:
I'm looking at a record of every dinner she and I had together. Every night out. Every date. Reliving every moment. The early great times. The wonderful dinners after which (I know now) that she went...
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testykitten:
oye...those reminders are tough.
yeah- im ready for a new living experience. l.a. will always be home- its in my blood (literally- sorta). i know a different l.a. than most- but its time to gain a new perspective.
yeah- im ready for a new living experience. l.a. will always be home- its in my blood (literally- sorta). i know a different l.a. than most- but its time to gain a new perspective.
severus:
Good question. Couldn't. No rest. I read. and listened to music. Tonight though I'll try and be in bed till 2 am. Early huh!
I learned yesterday that the apartment building in which I dwell has indeed been sold - and the new owners plan on demolishing it. This means I have probably 6 months left there.
Raises the question: Do I want to stay in LA? In California even?
I can write from anywhere and make just as much as it's making me here (pause for chuckle).
Do...
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Raises the question: Do I want to stay in LA? In California even?
I can write from anywhere and make just as much as it's making me here (pause for chuckle).
Do...
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severus:
What are you doing today?
severus:
Nice, thank you!
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threestares:
i would choose horse or radish over horse radish.
hellomrworld:
it would be funny if you did run into a celebrity house accidentally though ...
I've never had 2 pages of comments before. I didn't actually know how to get to the last ones. I'm not so bright sometimes.
Changed my profile a little.
Have fucking BLASTED through the first 40 strips of the webcomic. In less than a month. That's a really good sign. And people are laughing out loud at it.
Now to find an artist and get...
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Changed my profile a little.
Have fucking BLASTED through the first 40 strips of the webcomic. In less than a month. That's a really good sign. And people are laughing out loud at it.
Now to find an artist and get...
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lenox:
wow, i got a message on ur tombstone...rock on....but dont die
cineman:
So she came and went, and I held my tongue re: my thoughts regarding her (for the most part - when she asked what was the best memory I took away from production, I did say that meeting her was the highlight of the shoot for me). Probably for the best, at least for now. We had a friendly chat and got into some "real" stuff re: the shoot and I think the possibility is there for something, but truthfully, some time needs to pass so we can put distance between the set Brendan and the real one. On set I had my moments of well-motivated crankiness - though never directed at her, mind you - and I feel that she might have some reservations about me as a result.
Fuck. I like her so much it hurts, dude.
Okay, enough of that. Cheers.
Fuck. I like her so much it hurts, dude.
Okay, enough of that. Cheers.
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severus:
Well... it's cute isn't it.
severus:
Okay. I promise it's cute when I say it.
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threestares:
kananaskis is, alas, not greek. it is a paradise much closer to home.
threestares:
yes, move to canada.