antarieyes

Been awhile since I have been here. Been dealing with some major illnesses. Life is really crappy sometimes. Hopefully get back in the swing of things here.
Hugs to all my friends out there.
C.

Pain is life
Driving into you
Tearing you apart
Ripping, scratching at you
It drives you into the ground
Once it subsides
Allowing you to get up
Move along
But never forgetting
Learning from experience
Growing ever yearning
Pain an old friend
One who never seems to go away.

Dreams flowing
A rush
coming fast
Cannot contain the onslaught
Pain growing
Fantasies turned real
Losing myself in emotions
thrust on the stage
Wishing I could hide
Life bringing disasters
Pain, horror, and torment
Lonliness overtakes me
but the dreams keep coming
Melancholy my old friend
Who am I to complain?
Wishing for a day
That the dreams become reality
Or do I?

Into the forest I roam
Hunting, stalking my prey
perverse desires course thru me
twisting and warping my mind
hunger tears at me
the pounding of my throbs excites me
chasing and being hunted
Hunter and hunted
so much fun
so much desire
I stumble and fall
my pulse quickens
my body tenses
For I am no longer the hunter
I am the prey
It...
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Ripping, tearing as I struggle
to free myself from the prison
I have become entombed it
the pain is unbearable
Suffering is too much to handle
I am slowly being eaten from the inside out
I tear the flesh from my skin
I rip pieces of my body off in an effort to escape
fingernails are torn from my fingers
My toes are are bloody...
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I hunger for a touch
I search for a sign
I don't ask for much
I want someone to call mine
I want to taste desire
I want to be consumed by fire
The buds on plants spring forth
Petals spread themselves
The bush catches on fire
It is burning uncontrollably
I don't want to lie in the mire
I walk into the bush
Tasting...
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