Very weird week. I watched enormous amounts of tv and went up to Massachusetts this weekend to visit a friend. I'm also listening to Audioslave on a regular basis, which seems to calm me down a bit. I almost had a panic attack last week at the mention of impending law school attendance. Ugh. I wish I had more guts to do what I really want. Everything's just very scattered right now and I feel very alone in the world. 
"And if you don't believe
The sun will rise
Stand alone and greet
The coming night
In the last remaining light"
Mmmmmm....Chris Cornell
"And if you don't believe
The sun will rise
Stand alone and greet
The coming night
In the last remaining light"
Mmmmmm....Chris Cornell
Oh, and you don't have to get all bent out of shape when I mention a profile pic would be nice. It's just a matter of preferences here...
Ugh...I know all about things being scattered. AND the alone feeling. Just keep these things in mind... (caution: Ensuing words of wisdom)
1) Life is meant to be scattered. It's just one big puzzle. What's the fun in buying a puzzle that's already put together? You place one piece at a time, just like you take life one day at a time.
2) No matter how alone you feel, you're never really alone. Someone is always watching over you, and someone always has your back when you need them.
Hope I've been a little help.