back at work, trying to keep in perspective how much in life is good and the many many successes of 2003. here's what's against me this morning:
*very restless night. bad sleep and upset stomach from birth control.
*must have lunch with boss to discuss my annual review, which had positive and negative stuff. almost everything in the review is true, but that does not mean i want to discuss it or own it more than i already do.
*except for growing closer with j, more lousy than good time spent with family. i just got an annoying email from my mom.
but then i remember how lucky i am to have a family at all, and any love at all, and that i had things like the christmas concert to make me feel like the holidays mean something. and j and i spent time with our families together, found more love to sustain us. even with the frustration that being with parents brings.
i need a haircut and would like to go to the movies.
*very restless night. bad sleep and upset stomach from birth control.
*must have lunch with boss to discuss my annual review, which had positive and negative stuff. almost everything in the review is true, but that does not mean i want to discuss it or own it more than i already do.
*except for growing closer with j, more lousy than good time spent with family. i just got an annoying email from my mom.
but then i remember how lucky i am to have a family at all, and any love at all, and that i had things like the christmas concert to make me feel like the holidays mean something. and j and i spent time with our families together, found more love to sustain us. even with the frustration that being with parents brings.
i need a haircut and would like to go to the movies.
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And what would you like to see at the movies?
Sorry to hear about the ill stomach and the annual review.