anna

i made her.







oh man, i cut off all my hair last nite. its way short and i look like a hardcore lesbian. i love it.

i have my computer back!! so ill be going through comments and such very soon. not within the next few days, though. i was so excited about this that ive literally been on it for 2 days straight, this makes the 3rd day... i took a nap yesterday afternoon, but now i have to get up in 2 hours. i fear that i may become delirious soon. it feels like every muscle in my body has been overwhelmed by gravity and is slowly being dragged toward the earths center. my eyeballs hurt.

the holidays were bad, as usual. but thats how things go in this family. i am attempting to keep my mind off of the negative by focusing my energy on other things. ive volunteered at the humane society for a few years but ive slacked off recently, so im doing that again. im also going to start volunteering at the conservatory. not sure what theyre going to have me do, but i want to be involved in the astonomical society, and this is a good way to get myself acquainted with the members. im super excited about this. cosmology has become my new obsession; im desperately trying to take in as much information as i can. im like a crack fiend, except that its physics and theories and time, and not free-base cocaine....

im also going back to school in march. i have a plan, and that feels good. i should be able to transfer (hopefully to boston) by the end of next year. school will be good for me, i desperately need some structure in my life. ive also been writing a lot, which is my preferred form of therapy.

i would totally wearthis shirt.

i just want to state again that i fucking hate my profile picture. lets hope it gets changed soon.

i am leaving you with this. because i know you want it. oh, mr reynolds, you are naughty! rawwwwwwwr!!!