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DNR.

Do Not Resuscitate.

Those are some heavy words. It's the kinda phrase that makes you stare blankly at the number pad on your keyboard for 15 minutes because you realize your not watching ER, this is your father.

This is your life right now.

And to put it simply... It sucks.
amillahhighlife:
Are you serious? aww baby, Sorry to hear that. God be with you
leelee:
Im sorry Boo, i just lost my Uncle Tuesday.
If you wanna talk, ill listen.
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People are always yammering on about how you should love yourself. It gets old. It gets redundant.
Sure, It's really nice that people say nice things about you, but, it's fucking amazing when you can sit back and honestly say that your really enjoying the person you are right now, right this second. Every molecule. Every stupid word that comes out of your mouth. Every...
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penultimate:
cheers to being comfy in your own skin.

haha, i even have Sims on my cellphone. i play at work.
penultimate:
STRANGLE. my sister left me a message saying "now you're on the downward slope to 30"
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leelee:
Anissa, you are fucking awesome Honey. I just had to tell u that.
leelee:
"Mind you I'm in Detroit sitting in a clump of sassy black girls fawning over the brotha with rippling muscles in a wife beater, dark skin, strutting with a bald head. And my panties are dampend by the pale guy, balding in the corner with a Toyfair magazine and an arm full of tattoos under a well loved hoodie. "

that is why u are fuckin awesome.
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Oh uh you guys. New computer in a few days! Buwahaha. love
kemicalphuture:
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I have had several elaborate dreams in my life about going to school. And during the dream it always feels like something is incomplete. The case is either I havent gone in a long ass time an Im comming back in the middle of a test or Ive lost my books and I have no idea whats going on. I never remember my locker combo...
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mika2:
Hi girl thanks for the comment, more performance pics are comin and I so need a trip to Detroit, I'm so not in contact with my Detroit family!!
kemicalphuture:
SCHOOL IS GOOD.
BUT I CAN, NOT, WAIT TO BEDONE!
smile kiss
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Welp my mommy is all graduated. Yay! And I'm entering a manga writing contest with one of my little cousins. How fucking cute is that! She draws like a motherfucker. I've since lost most of my powers. Shes the wave of the future. But I still write like a demon so maybe this could work. I cant win if i don't try. I'm totally not...
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imasailorgirl:
I think you should go for it. Like you said, you can't win if you don't try. And if nothing else, it will be a fun project for the two of you.
kemicalphuture:
DO YA THING GIRL.
OH, AND THE UNIVERSE LOVES YOU! smile
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Ooohh busy busy busy!

I haven't dissapeared as it is my trademark. I'm just getting my mommy ready for her graduation.

I'm dying her dreds.
Finding her a bad ass dress.
Helping her plan her party.
Picking up tickets...

Whew!

And happy suuuuuper belated four twenty.
I spend the holiday having a slumber party with the cutest little gay boy you could ever want to...
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saphronia:
That would be a sore throat coming, hopefully not though.

What is Night Hag Syndrome. I guess I should just google it. duh
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I always get shit about watching the soaps.

And while I'm sitting here trying to find a position to counteract the sharp pain in my tailbone I'm pondering this:

Considering how I would play Barbies as a kid and how I seem to have the ability to retain some that childhood seratonin. You know, those things that make you super happy when your a kid....
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jillkristen:
haha. i LOVE your journal entry..
coriander:
The Sims are wonderful. It's great when you can copy the look and personality of someone who bugs you, and have them cause all sorts of drama in the game. It's too fun!

Thank you very much, dahhling shocked It's been a bit surreal, knowing I'm now nekkid on the interwebs eeek biggrin
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I had the wierdest dream last night. I mean I have strange dreams naturally but this time I was under the influence of Tylenol PM.
It's still kinda vague but I know I was supposed to be stopping a poltergiest from terroizing my old elementary school and for some reason my only supplies were roach spray and a flashlight, but my partner and I were...
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janet:
That sounds like a great plan! Whip yourself into shape and show off the results to us very appreciative sg folks! I look forward to it love Nice piercing, by the way.
janet:
Thanks! I actually just dyed it black a couple days ago.
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So, I'm upstairs overhearing my father talk to a friend of his hee-hawing about what a horrible person my uncle is rather just telling him the facts of what happened Sunday night.

Sidebar: We found my uncle and my dads car a friendly neighborhood crack house.
It all when down in not such a nice way.
My parents yelling at him, I'm yelling at them....
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saphronia:
uhm, I'm sorry sweetie. I got one of those too.
thefreddy:
oh yeah, your pops preaching that righteous shit to your uncle is so hypocritical. The only difference between the alcohol and crack is one's legal and the other one's not. that's it. End of the fucking story. Pops need to get his ass in check before he can go on his soap box and start preaching.

I wish I had some encouraging words to say, but I don't. I got some relatives that're lil bonkers themselves. But I still love em. But, really, they need to get their shit together.