This will be over soon right?
I can't go a fucking day without thinking about Drew.
Pain does subside with time. I know this because I don't get that feeling like my insides have failed when I do think about him.
I am full of hopeless hope. What about this particular relationship makes me think this could panout? They always say go with your gut feeling and mine says it feels like its hopeless now but its supposed to be this way for the time being, because something even better between us is going to be.
How the fuck is that supposed to happen when we arent talking and he's dating someone else?!
I'm like NO THIS IS OVER seriously, you hurt but you'll get over it. It's done.
My head AND my heart are done. They have detached. But deep down I feel like nature will take it's course and things with be well.
Everybody just says you need to move on but I feel like I have and this nagging feeling is plaguing me.
Like the universe knows something I don't. But, it hates me so it's making me sweat.
I could go for a little brain damage.
I can't go a fucking day without thinking about Drew.
Pain does subside with time. I know this because I don't get that feeling like my insides have failed when I do think about him.
I am full of hopeless hope. What about this particular relationship makes me think this could panout? They always say go with your gut feeling and mine says it feels like its hopeless now but its supposed to be this way for the time being, because something even better between us is going to be.
How the fuck is that supposed to happen when we arent talking and he's dating someone else?!
I'm like NO THIS IS OVER seriously, you hurt but you'll get over it. It's done.
My head AND my heart are done. They have detached. But deep down I feel like nature will take it's course and things with be well.
Everybody just says you need to move on but I feel like I have and this nagging feeling is plaguing me.
Like the universe knows something I don't. But, it hates me so it's making me sweat.
I could go for a little brain damage.
captknutz:
Hey, been there, if you've aready asked him to come back and he said no then just forget about him and move on with your life. If you haven't asked him to come back yet then do, because you won't be able to satisfy that urge any other way. If he says no, which it sounds like he probably would, then I'm not going to lie to you, it'll hurt worse again for a week or so, but once you get past that, then you can start fresh. Once you decide to move on then don't talk to him and don't see him no matter what. The only time I see or talk to my ex is about the kids and onl what I absolutely have to say. Trust me on this. Reading your journal today is like reading my own mind 6 months ago, it does get easier with time, but it'll be realy hard for a while, you just gotta push on through. Always hear if ya need an ear. I went through the exact same shit so trust me on this. this is why life sucks!!!