People can be really shit. In fact sometimes I hate people so much I can see why some see fit to go and blow away a load of their classmates. Yet again I have had to sit there and smile and nod as my "friends" tell me what a good night they had last night, how they got SO wasted and went to this club,...
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Okay, so my folks are visiting Liverpool tomorrow, and staying for a few days. In order to appreciate how epic this is, this is the first time they have been here even though I have been here two years, and when I was living in Wales for a year they never came to see me at all. I really had to fight to get them...
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So, as a footnote to my last blog, I did go out and it was a really good, night, for the most part. I still ended up being the one who went home alone though. I know it sounds horribly self indulgent and self absorbed and probably half a dozen other adjectives, but I just wish someone would choose me first. I dropped hints like...
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I woke up about eleven this morning and just felt weird. I think its the start of a down session. i always feel strange in a way that I can't explain, and then I get depressed for a few days. I was supposed to be going to see a couple of movies with some friends today, and then to a flat warming after, and I...
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the_libertine:
I don't have a bunch of time (overslept and the day is moving on) but I wanted to suggest that you go out and spend some time in the company of others. I know what it's like to be depressed the way that you seem to be at the moment and while the notion of going out always filled me with discomfort, the actual act of going out always improved my mood. Maybe give that a try?
As for your parents, I'm there too. My parents likely stayed together because my younger brother has Asperger's but really the damage that did to everyone, my younger brother included) pretty much showed that they shouldn't have stayed together. Still, while you might believe they should just split, there might be something they don't show you that makes them want to stay together.
I want a pet too but am in the same "where will I be in a year?" position... is it not possible to take the pet with you? I mean, you sound like you want a cat... not a horse
Talk later, my friend. Hang in there, okay? Trust me, it does get better.
(manly) xx
As for your parents, I'm there too. My parents likely stayed together because my younger brother has Asperger's but really the damage that did to everyone, my younger brother included) pretty much showed that they shouldn't have stayed together. Still, while you might believe they should just split, there might be something they don't show you that makes them want to stay together.
I want a pet too but am in the same "where will I be in a year?" position... is it not possible to take the pet with you? I mean, you sound like you want a cat... not a horse
Talk later, my friend. Hang in there, okay? Trust me, it does get better.
(manly) xx
What a funny old world eh? I'm not sure but I think I might be less bi and more gay than I realised. It seems that as I work more and more with my councillor I get more and more insight into who i really am and right now that person is really not that interested in women. I mean don't get me wrong, women...
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the_libertine:
Hey, have you thought of joining the bi boys community? I know that's kind of out of nowhere but your post reminded me of my perspective on my bisexuality. Also, I think it's interesting that you want to write for video games. I'm a writer myself (theater) and have played with the idea of trying my hand at video games as a medium to express my more complicated story ideas. The idea of more plot and character driven games appeals to me greatly.
Anyway, that's not why I came here. I was intrigued by your remarks in the Doctor Who group and wanted to say to you directly that I'm not being contrary in my responses to your posts. In fact, I greatly appreciate your comments because they have inspired me to respond. I may not agree with your perspectives (in inversely, you may not appreciate mine) but I do enjoy the chance to discuss Doctor Who from a less "yay, everything is perfect about the show" perspective. As the Voltaire says, "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it."
Take care!
Anyway, that's not why I came here. I was intrigued by your remarks in the Doctor Who group and wanted to say to you directly that I'm not being contrary in my responses to your posts. In fact, I greatly appreciate your comments because they have inspired me to respond. I may not agree with your perspectives (in inversely, you may not appreciate mine) but I do enjoy the chance to discuss Doctor Who from a less "yay, everything is perfect about the show" perspective. As the Voltaire says, "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it."
Take care!
Why being 
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Okay, so i haven't been sleeping properly for a while because of stress with uni and work and my parents divorce looming on the horizon (they haven't asked for one but it is/should happen sooner or later, but that's another story) and it has being doing my nut. I finally got my results and my councillor (I have a councillor, so what?...
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sucks...
Okay, so i haven't been sleeping properly for a while because of stress with uni and work and my parents divorce looming on the horizon (they haven't asked for one but it is/should happen sooner or later, but that's another story) and it has being doing my nut. I finally got my results and my councillor (I have a councillor, so what?...
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So, for the first time that I can recall I have actually started thinking about my work thematically, and building a story around the themes and concepts that I want to express, rather than shoe-horning said themes and concepts into whatever story I happen to be writing at the time. It's weird for me to approach the writing this way as before the story has...
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damien:
your comment was right on, I havent quite gotten to the point of having fun just yet because I am pretty much still in isolation mode, I have a hard time talking to people in public, or making new friends, but I am sure once I get beyond this point and start letting people back into my life again things will be better, they are getting better everyday,
good luck on your writings..I write lyrics for songs, not quite the same
good luck on your writings..I write lyrics for songs, not quite the same
dominoe:
thank u for taking the time and writing me. u really r a sweet guy. not many r willing to just want 2 talk. thanx 4 that.
I really need to write in here more often.
I woke up in a bad mood today. I had this idea for a poem, and so far I only have a couple of lines, but it is something like....
My fists are feeling anxious,
Hungry for the pain,
Searching out the quarry,
They wanna play a game
I know it's rhyming which automatically lowers it's...
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I woke up in a bad mood today. I had this idea for a poem, and so far I only have a couple of lines, but it is something like....
My fists are feeling anxious,
Hungry for the pain,
Searching out the quarry,
They wanna play a game
I know it's rhyming which automatically lowers it's...
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serial:
I'm glad you liked my set. I find it hard that I would be popular because I have no mods, but you give me hope! 
If you can make the words do magic to a persons mind, then your poems won't be judged because they rhyme. Your idea for that poem seems very fierce! Keep going. I'd love to read the rest!
If you can make the words do magic to a persons mind, then your poems won't be judged because they rhyme. Your idea for that poem seems very fierce! Keep going. I'd love to read the rest!
beckyjane:
Thank you for the sweet email.
Seriously now...
I feel like I can honestly be myself on here. All the things I am too afraid to admit about myself in front of the public at large don't seem such an issue here as the company is unusual by defenition. There are things about me that I feel embarassed and possibly even ashamed to admit because of the fear I have of...
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I feel like I can honestly be myself on here. All the things I am too afraid to admit about myself in front of the public at large don't seem such an issue here as the company is unusual by defenition. There are things about me that I feel embarassed and possibly even ashamed to admit because of the fear I have of...
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The new year, a time when everything changes, for better or worse. I have never been a traditionalist and I don't hold much stock in new years resolutions but this year I am going to try and make more effort, generally. That's my new years resolution, to make more effort. I say I will do a lot of tings but I never seem to actually...
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Hey, my friend. I know where you're coming from. I used to think that I had a lot of friends until I realized that I was home while they were out partying at haunts that I had introduced them too... you can imagine how peeved I was to hear about that. That's when I decided that it was time to make a change; either my friends had to go or I had to become more involved. Turned out it was a combination of the two.
But trust me when I say that there's nothing wrong with you as a human being. I think you're a great guy from the few exchanges we've had and I always look forward to more exchanges... of conversation... observation... ejaculation... whatever...
Maybe it's time to take a step back from those "friends" and see what else there is out there for you. You might be surprised at what you find.