People can be really shit. In fact sometimes I hate people so much I can see why some see fit to go and blow away a load of their classmates. Yet again I have had to sit there and smile and nod as my "friends" tell me what a good night they had last night, how they got SO wasted and went to this club, and that club, and the other one. i must just have something fundamentally wrong with me as a human being. if that weren't true then I wouldn't find my friends repeatedly finding me such a loathsome presence that they stop asking me out when they decide they want to socialise. There are only so many times you can see the photos of another great night that you weren't invited too before you start wanting to rip someone's heart out through their anus.
Hey, my friend. I know where you're coming from. I used to think that I had a lot of friends until I realized that I was home while they were out partying at haunts that I had introduced them too... you can imagine how peeved I was to hear about that. That's when I decided that it was time to make a change; either my friends had to go or I had to become more involved. Turned out it was a combination of the two.
But trust me when I say that there's nothing wrong with you as a human being. I think you're a great guy from the few exchanges we've had and I always look forward to more exchanges... of conversation... observation... ejaculation... whatever...
Maybe it's time to take a step back from those "friends" and see what else there is out there for you. You might be surprised at what you find.