I haven't been around much lately, so sorry for the lack of postings and whatnot. I've pretty much had a hermity but relaxing threeday weekend, although I didn't get started writing the book as planned. I can afford to wait a little longer until I get into the proper working order, but I'd prefer that I get ahead of schedule as soon as possible.
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lecia:
lecia:
I'm happy to say that the moaning is somewhat over, as my neck is finally starting to show improvement, and the headaches have ceased for now. Seriously though, that scared the living hell out of me. You have no idea how bad it was when I was hurt back in '01; people joke around about being on Worker's Comp, but you don't understand how much...
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lecia:
that's who everyone is telling me to talk to....i think i will get ahold of him one of these days
april:
thanks for commenting on my set. i'm glad you enjoyed it
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Still lots of pain...out of things to do about it...worried that it might be the therapy undoing itself...no way to get more therapy....possibly FUBAR...check back later 
Cheap thrills are the only kind I can afford lately.
My neck is still bothering me, but I at least know a few things to keep the pain manageable until I can figure out a long-term solution to the problem. My options are a special pillow or massage therapy; both we will be explored further.
I'm feeling better in other regards, as I'm finally in...
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My neck is still bothering me, but I at least know a few things to keep the pain manageable until I can figure out a long-term solution to the problem. My options are a special pillow or massage therapy; both we will be explored further.
I'm feeling better in other regards, as I'm finally in...
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lecia:
I know.....the lighting is way weird
Thanks
Thanks
poison:
sweet, thanks for the heads up on the Orgazmo dvd...I deleted it off the list
I wanted to write a journal entry that didn't mention the following: loneliness, depression, low self-esteem or the intense fucking physical pain I'm experiencing at the moment. Unfortunately, I'm drawing a big fat blank; the pain is causing my head to be immobile but left with the minty fresh taste of a tension-migraine hybrid, so happy thoughts are pretty much out of the question.
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whirlyknives:
the frog in your profile pic does not look angry.
archernu:
It will pass, man. Really. It never seems that way from the inside, but it's true according to chaos alone.
I've been in a dark spot for a while now, too. And, while I'm not attempting to empathize, I can say that breathing is always better than not. Small increments are my trick: I live from one cup of coffee to the next, now. It's not exciting or healthy, but it helps to get me out of bed in the morning and to get me through the day -- for whatever that's worth.
Be well and hang on.
I've been in a dark spot for a while now, too. And, while I'm not attempting to empathize, I can say that breathing is always better than not. Small increments are my trick: I live from one cup of coffee to the next, now. It's not exciting or healthy, but it helps to get me out of bed in the morning and to get me through the day -- for whatever that's worth.
Be well and hang on.
I can't think of anything to update about except that the pain is worse now, and I'm not moving around very easily. I'm applying another heat pack in hopes of getting enough manuverability back to make it to class tonight. Wasn't I feeling shitty enough already?
jennifer:
biofreze works so good for pain!
cambria:
feel better
I'm so bored and socially deprived right now that I'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. It won't shake me out this funk, but at least it'll keep me preoccupied.
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lecia:
I just need to get drunk right now
lecia:
thank you
I can't leave you guys!
Look: I'm at a lowpoint in my life right now, and some minor misunderstandings made my insecurites all leap out at once and jump my ass and I thought I had to leave in order to slowly piece everything back together. That's been the pattern in my life...i have friends while everything is fine and dandy, but when trouble hits...
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Look: I'm at a lowpoint in my life right now, and some minor misunderstandings made my insecurites all leap out at once and jump my ass and I thought I had to leave in order to slowly piece everything back together. That's been the pattern in my life...i have friends while everything is fine and dandy, but when trouble hits...
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lecia:
k, g'night
xanippi:
you picked up morgan in c'ville crazy! god and i've been so desperate to get out of there... oh well... yup i go to c'ville on break.
you picked up morgan in c'ville crazy! god and i've been so desperate to get out of there... oh well... yup i go to c'ville on break.Goodbye
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cambria:
?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 
cambria:
you just cant go...youve helped me so much. and you still do
and you still doI actually convinced myself I was worth something.
I'm sorry I disappointed you, as I feel like I lied to you as much as I lied to myself.
But at least someone told me the truth.
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Okay, that was a helluva lot more dramatic than I wanted it to sound. The truth is that I feel very humiliated, and I'm having a hard time...
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I'm sorry I disappointed you, as I feel like I lied to you as much as I lied to myself.
But at least someone told me the truth.
Update:
Okay, that was a helluva lot more dramatic than I wanted it to sound. The truth is that I feel very humiliated, and I'm having a hard time...
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