anger_frog

It's true. It is gorgeous.

Later that day:

Just wanted to announce that my journals will be on hiatus for a few days. Things in my life have gone from bad to worse again, and I'm going to have find a way to deal with things by myself (which is always my only option of dealing with things in this fucked up place) and trying not to completely lose control. I want to thank everyone I chatted with last night for their support. I haven't slept and i'm feeling even more pissed off now; the urge to beat the shit out of a man I've never met is overwhelming. But...I know the best way to handle this is to call, simply state the reasons why I'm pissed, explain that all contact with her and my daugther is to cease, she and the guy she cheated on me with are not to contact me, less they risk dire consequences. This should be easy because her phone has been directing all calls to voice mail, so pathetic attempts to lie to me again. I know leaving a voice mail message is cold but considering all the things she's done, and the fact that I'm doing this for my daughter, I can't say it's bothering me right now. God, I wish I was already away from this shit.