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I have been feeling more alive lately ....I mean not today in particular but I just feel like I have more opportunities open to me lately and I have to some how narrow my interests down and figure out what I'm doing all the way down to the dance studio I want to check out. ....I did a work shop with this particular woman once...
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I am not sure what just happened....I have recently started watching NCIS and ....there was an incident a bomb...and the main character Special Agent Jethro Gibbs was severely injured. As I watched him experience the same trauma triage that I have recently experienced dramatic display of physical transfer (which I fucking hate on levels I can not describe to you) shirt being cut off (my...
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I have to do hard things a lot of the time like cut the dogs nails...not because I don't care that he gets upset but because I care MORE about his health but I can only do like one nail a day because it takes all I have to hold down this THREE pound creature long enough and in a way where I can do...
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Haven't written anything in a while I guess sometimes I don't see the effin point. Anyway I'm trying to go back to work because even though I don't know that I think I'm 100% I would like things like a pay check and benefits so i can continue my treatment. that would probably be good. Right now I do a lot of gardening and stuff...
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I am so grateful right now because I'm starting to feel better and come to life for the day. Not that I have not accomplished a lot, i have been up since around 4 and moving around doing stuff since about 7:30 including draining some weird thing that has been full of liquid protruding from my dog ......he was pissed but now there is no...
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I have been pushing my body as much as I can the last few days between trying to make some dent in snow removal and working out harder than I have in a long time and extra house cleaning and moving furniture. I'm fairly sore and in some muscles that I'm puzzling to figure out which activity made them sore. i certainly wish I had...
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I feel so incredibly good and happy and bordering on sexy today. I went to another Autism lecture taught by Peter Gherhardt who's work I am amazed by. Everyone there was amazed he blew away the whole room I was so glad to be sitting there and feeling like I knew some secret that everyone was about to find out. I love that I'm getting...
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I found that at the Autism training that I've been at for the past few days not only had lots of thorough information that I was glad to get a refresher on but a ton of interesting people. It was a great networking experience. Since I have no hair it is socially stigmatizing that I've had cancer or some illness that would be treated with...
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I have very little motivation today I did everything I felt I had to do but nothing beyond that. I have not as of yet created anything at all. I have an Autism Con for the next two days though so maybe I should work on boning up for that and getting something together to take notes in. I don't know I think if I...
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I'm so happy I'm getting closer and closer to getting my wee hybrid back on the road after it sitting for months while i was in and out of the hospital. I hope it is easy and painless at the dealership tomorrow getting things fixed and like new. So that's exciting. Equally exciting is that I got all my piercings to randomly go back in...
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