Sunday Oct 14, 2007

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So.
I'm thinking of leaving the site. I am so low right now, i can't see where i am going from one day to the next. Instead of dealing with things better, i really haven't. Some of you know what i'm talking about, some of you don't. Doesn't matter really, suffice to say i am one massive fucked up mess.
I'm not handling things at all. For some reason all the things that have happened recently have really fucked me up. I'm kinda used to things going wrong, and badly. Its the story of my life! I think because i wasn't expecting this its worse.
I'm not sure what i'm doing. Everything that has gone wrong just makes me look at my life and wonder what the point is. I'm doing nothing good with it. And i know is that i met him (kinda) through SG, so the place don't feel like home right now.
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pinklet:
Hey, Finally back in Bath,

Was so good to finally meet u! U were a star, sorry if i went a bit funny. If u do decide to leave, leave me ur email and such, definitely keep in touch. xxx
vortext:
my friend i am sad things have got worse, something i think worth remembering though is that in life their is a endless stream of possibilities. if for instance you wanted to stand in a pond and yell 'quack' at passers by their is nothing stopping you. but why stop or indeed start their? you can do anything! Although my life is one big ball of working and then rushing to live in the cracks between shifts i take comfort in the fact i can, at any time go and stand in a pond and yell quack. I say make a plan, even if its eat ice cream and sit! and do it! i start feeling better when i realise that with enough planing i can do almost anything. and soon mark will be dead and ill have done it.

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