I am crying. It makes me feel so weak. But what I really need to do is run, punch, scream: "FUCK!!!" I am trying. I do not know everything and I do not understand everything. I don't mean to frustrate anyone. I don't mean to cry either. But the anger wells up inside me and it comes out in tears. I hate these tears. I am stronger than this. Crying isn't going to help anything...but it helps me.
feel better.