Wow. I've gone from a guy that freaked out when I tried to see him more than once in one week to one that won't freakin' leave me alone! Is there no happy medium? He seems like a cool guy and all...pro-skater (although no one I've ever heard of), good looking (though not exactly the type I usually go for), great personality, sweet voice, but I am still weary. There may be things I don't like about him (I already don't like how often he smokes), and there may definitely be things that he doesn't like about me...but right now he's acting like I'm some kind of goddess. I don't know how to feel about it. I guess I'm gonna have to pull the "back off" card. I just can't deal with another disappointment this soon.
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