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So...the year and decade has started off pretty shitty. Nothing great to note, Mass Effect 2 is probably the most engrossing and awesome and frustrating game I have played to date. I have managed to be sick constantly, still working on what I am going to do with my life, but I have a feeling that I may just end up devoting my life to...
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Well its a new year, thank god...time to start a new decade. I cant wait because the 2000's were dismally mediocre. Time to change my life and make things better. Wish me luck all, and anyone that would like to help make my decade then let me know...nudge nudge wink wink...

so went and saw AVATAR, which was fucking fantastic, in 3D IMAX. Cabel box was fucked up, so finally got it fixed and got showtime along with it. which is great i can finally catch up on Californication...sweet. So still trying to figure out my next step in my life. I have it narrowed to Film Acting/Film Directing/Rally driving/or continuing schooling(which may be to further...
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Well, I am in the process of studying for my literacy test, which is the last thing really standing of my way from getting myself an Associates degree. This is gunna be a huge milestone in my life, and will help me I believe in furthering my life.

I am also in the process of writing my first screenplay, and then intend to film and...
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So been a little bit since i have written, but this what having too much on your mind will do. i have finished all my classes for my AA, yay me, but now i have to take one final test to prove i know how to do fucking research haha, what a joke. college has got to be the biggest con of all time.

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Ok, so, i have started taking classes again, to get my AA finally. And i am having some good things happening. However, i am still incredibly lonely. i really need a girl in my life, but she needs to be a certain type of person. i have been so far from intimacy that im scared about the fact i know nothing about what to do...
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ok well beatles rockband is awesome just like i hoped. football season is going well. and still not having any luck with the women, and my life and sleep habits have gone to hell since i hyperextended my knee. my knee is starting to feel better, but now i have a cankersore thats making the lymph nodes in my mouth kill. but hope fully soon...
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ok so hyperextended my, which completely blows, so now i am doing really nothing. and my place has become a wreck, so i need to clean the homestead so my allergies will stop attacking me. life has been pretty boring, and having gotten outta the routine that training has got me into, i am left to my own devices and that has become laziness and...
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i am having one of those times in your life, where you could swear up and fuckin down that you were doing was improving or you were succeeding in what you were doing. but then your told its still wrong or your not progressing or rising up the food chain as fast as you had hoped or thought you were. so after busting your ass...
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so yeah, MMA is going well is suppose, but not as well as i want it to be. still having trouble with fixing and setting up a good work and sleep schedule. but tell yah the truth i could really go for a girlfriend and i would be happy for a while as long as this CAD Designer gig works out. so any takers that...
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