andow

Ok, so, i have started taking classes again, to get my AA finally. And i am having some good things happening. However, i am still incredibly lonely. i really need a girl in my life, but she needs to be a certain type of person. i have been so far from intimacy that im scared about the fact i know nothing about what to do if i had a lady. i need someone to help and teach me about what a real girlfriend or even sex is like. im not a virgin but it was hard enough to get a girlfriend in 11th grade, especially to have sex. and giving that was the only remote encounter with a woman or girl, i need someone soon to help me and be with me to show me the ways of the things i have never really had. i mean especially while im still young enough to learn. please if anyone qualified sees and reads this...(not paying for a hooker) help me, before im far gone.