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Ok, realize its been a good while since I last wrote my thoughts on the here blog...so here they are as of now.
My life is still pretty much a stand still, I am about as horny as ever, and thus has led to easy frustration and tension in my life, I can only assume that the lack of intimacy is a big culprit. I have decided that my career and life is to be centered around becoming a drummer and establishing some sort of music field career.

I am like I said very tired of continually striking out with my attempts to gain relations with a woman, and I refuse to pay no matter the desire. But, life has just become boring, because I know what I want out of my life and figuring out how to achieve these desires is frustrating and often disheartening.

I am putting out an open call to all those who read this blog and may be a female interested party, I accept offers for what I am now considering calling my V-Card in all spirit, and anyone will to help me further my music career too, for that matter.