Thursday Oct 26, 2006

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****edited to add**** this is my halloween profile pic


WARNING: LOTS OF WHINING AHEAD

thursday
6:40
wake up, make coffee, check e-mail
the server is saying it doesn't recognize my password. what!?!
get on chat with roadrunner help. yep. they are having problems with the server, not eta on getting it fixed
7
wave wakes up. i make oatmeal
come out of the kitchen and wave has put out landline phone in my coffee. it fits perfectly in the cup. and it is soaked through to its electronic bones. shit
830
afterbirth wakes up, showers etc
9
i shower, start tidying up the living room, go under the kitchen sink for a cleaning product and realize that the bucket under the sink is filled with water. there is a dime sized hole in the pipe. we caught it pretty much in time. no major damage but. shit
our landline isn't working and then i realize wave is chewing on my cell phone (will i NEVER learn?) so, now it doesn't work either. luckily our super is always at the bar downstairs
ugh i quit.
1030
i was gonna go see my sick g-ma but we go to the park instead
12
come home. wave very quickly goes to sleep. i am now #62 in the queue for tech help - still no e-mail. the land line works again **edit - no it doesnt, all phones are dissassembled and drying out till further notice** and the super will be in and out all day

calgon take me away

more whining ahead.....

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when people are nice to me it freaks me out.
i haven't been so emotionally available for the past few years and people refuse to give up on me. i have trouble showing up for things, i am terrible at returning phone calls. people keep calling. not getting mad at me. asking if they can help. its lovely but overwhelming sometimes. i just want them to leave me alone so i can complain about being lonely. but not really. i guess i believe that people like me for what i DO, so if i'm not DOING anything i don't know why they want me around.




****now i'm #34 in the queue***

and now, for some really obnoxious whining

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i am now 112 lbs. i have never weighed this little in my life. i went to a job fair last week and pulled some old clothes out of the closet thinking "well, they'll be a little big, but it should work" nope. they looked ridiculous. its crazy. i am faced with the following dilemma .... do i buy a bunch a new clothes (specifically tight black jeans or tight grey cords) so they will fit and i can take full advantage of being skinny. or do i not waste the money because i'm just going to get pregnant again (with any luck) and who knows if i'll be this small again.
this is a luxury problem.




****talked to the tech person, still no eta on e-mail return****

am i supposed to put up a halloween profile pic? i think i have something that might work

VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
surlymike:
Six weeks in a room with someone who watched Dirty Dancing at least twice a day?! I'm doing the math there and it all leads to the conclusion that that person is/was insane. eeek
shellymc:
skip "Dirty Dancing"....
its overrated anyway!
but i think you may be pleasantly surprised at how good "Finding Nemo" actually is!
i love the film...
just wish that my work wouldn't play it constantly surreal
i'm not usually a big fan of animation, but that movie and "The incredibles"
opened up my appreciation for that genre
Have a great halloween by the way kiss

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