anaphalaxis

ex is ok: good news

ex has been ringing me alot: bad news

Jury service is over: good news

Bush is looking like the winner: speaks for itself.

Sorry to my American friends, but you officially live in the stupidest nation in the world.

Still feeling the same. Depressed about the ex, also depressed about the date with other girl. Had a friend round for the weekend. She's off to be a chalet girl in France for 5 months so it was good to be able to say goodbye. Still, the malaise did not lift much. Luckily I carried it well enough that she didn't pick up on the...
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well I feel like shit. Was scheduled for a date on the evening I found out about my ex, Suffice it to say it didn't go well for that and other reasons.

I'm left thinking about how I would feel if my ex had died and whether it brings any perspective on my feelings for her. I spoke to her yesterday. She's fine. Some liver...
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My ex was just in a car crash in India. She's in intensive care but ok. One of the guys she was in the car with died. It totally freaked me out.

I hate caring so much about hier but being unable to do anything to protect her.

My head hurts... alot...

Well indeed. Update time I feel. What is there to update? Birthday was amusing, thanks to all for the wishes and a big *hellooo* to numerous new friends who were sweet enough to drop by and say happy birthday. I don't normally like birthdays all that much, they kind of lost their appeal after I reached about 16. Still, it was a good one. Naturally...
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Reasons I justify my drinking to myself:

I need to research how to make the ultimate *insert cocktail here*
I have a headache
Something good happened so I should celebrate
Something bad happened so I need cheering up
If I drink loads then I won't take drugs instead
I'm stressed and need to relax
The liver is a muscle and needs excersise
I need a...
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I've forgotten how much I like this song, and it was just on TV:

Pale, pubescent beasts
Roam through the streets
And coffee-shops
Their prey gather in herds
Of stiff knee-length skirts
And white ankle-socks
But while they search for a mate
My type hibernate
In bedrooms above
Composing their songs of love

Young, uniform minds
In uniform lines
And uniform ties
Run 'round
With...
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She gets too hungry, for dinner at eight
She loves the theater, but doesn't come late
She'd never bother, with people she'd hate
That's why the lady is a tramp

Doesn't like crap games, with barons and earls
Won't go to harlem, in ermine and pearls
Won't dish the dirt, with the rest of the girls
That's why the lady is a tramp

She loves...
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Well, apparently my ex thought it was "charming" that I didn't phone her either. Apparently she was waiting to see how long it took for me to call.
The differece being that I told her I didn't want to be friends, and I didn't want to keep in touch. I said that when we first broke up.
Sounds harsh I know, but do you know...
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