Her: You know, even though I think your brain tries to get in the way, you really belong in school forever.
Me: Yeah...but, what does a lifetime student DO?
Her: They teach.

So, there's that...

I've been giving seriously thought to going to grad school, at UWM, after I get my BFA. I don't know what it is, but I just don't like the outside...
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Ok. So. When I get my excess check from financial aid this year, there are several things I must do with that money...

-Rent for the semester.
-Final Cut Pro.
-An HD Video Camera (most likely Canon XG-A1.)
-Buy bike parts to finish the Narwhal and Walden.

But, I'm thinking after that, I'll probably have somewhere between $500 and $1500 left over. Here is my...
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The real world is sneaking up on me. I did my best. Really, I've spent the last seven+ years of my life in this Neverland fantasy. Constantly putting off responsibility, not taking anything seriously, least of all my education. Recently I've been on this life-change kick. I've got a plan, that puts my graduation next fall.

So, here I am. Still a 25 year old...
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undeserving is pissed. Even if he doesn't know it yet.
Scared of Chaka reunion show. Madison, Wisconsin. End of september. With Dillinger Four.
He'll be in Georgia. Getting paid to ride ATVs.
Not being (pop) punk rock with me.
Lame.

Anyways, I need to be awake in about five hours...I really doubt I'm going to get any sleep at all tonight. I finally got to...
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I suppose its finally an acknowledgement of my seemingly constant commitment to failure, but I finally went back on medication. My psychiatrist put me on wellbutrin for my dysthymia. I'm still adjusting to them, for the past few days I've been really moody and twitchy. I really hope this stuff works out. I'm so sick of never feeling good about anything...

In other news, drunken...
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Despite the fact that if you are observant you would already know this fact, I am going to say this out loud (typed out?) for the first time in an open public forum.

Hello.

My name is Jake, and I like to wear women's clothes on occasion.

Also, I am often bi-curious.

There, I said it.

Baby steps...

Back in Milwaukee now.

Lots of roleplaying, and talking about roleplaying. Dungeons and Dragons, fourth editions sucks nuts. First edition Deadlands on the other hand is way better than the D20 version. Also, I found someone else who likes Rifts...and she is a girl! WTF?

Didn't win at trivia last night. We're not scientists I guess...

More as it happens.

I love this city. I always forget how huge it is though...It took us over an hour to get downtown to see a movie on Sunday...AN HOUR! Even it rush hour traffic (that would be theoretical rush hour traffic, as all the roads that lead to downtown aren't really that busy during rush hour) in Milwaukee getting downtown from our old place took about ten...
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Finally got internet back!

In Chicago, and things are keen, Sharon is resetting up the Tivo, but otherwise things are pretty much finished.

The new place is awesome, but if I had to pick my favorite thing so far, it would be the shower. Good lord. Seriously. Best shower I have ever taken. Hands. Down.

The only bummer, no time to go out and explore,...
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ok...what am i doing?