analith

I am feeling strange and woozy... it's not good... nothing is really good at the moment... that seems like such an understatement...

Why aren't I excited about going away? This is like my dream trip!

And... yes, I admited to Giann this evening that I hate uni. I have loved uni every semester until this one.

I'm just not in a good place right now. Driving home I had an "it would be so easy to just drive, really fast, into a telephone pole" moments. That's never a good sign.