quick saturday update:
exams are done. DONE. i think i did..okay.
i still have 4 essays to write. 2 are due monday. i spent most of the day cleaning since i've been doing nothing but school work for over a week.
i am moving next week, so, i have to start the process of packing. little bits at a time, eh?
i got my pixies tickets (november show in toronto) a couple days ago. damn, ticketmaster is FAST.
still out of work and starting to feel anxious about this. one more pay cheque comin in on apr 30th..and after that...uh...yeah...?
the cold is still the lingering chest cold. HACK HACK. fun times.
that's about it. things are still pretty stressful, but, since i finally got some sleep, i can at least think clearly again (that is relative, however...)
cheers.
RANTING EDIT: I am up at 4am writing an essay (if you can call it that) about the depictions of the literary pastoral in Mark Twain and Walt Whitman. WHAT IN THE HELL AM I DOING?!?!?! Is it like a big joke that the profs are all in on: Let's make'em do these ridiculous things and jump through our little circus hoops in the hope of gold stars. WHAT in the fuck does the depiction of America in the pastoral have to do with ANYTHING in life? THIS is education??? I am able to think for myself and express my thoughts coherently...am I not educated yet? Maybe I will be after I write more about Whitman's "vast Rondure" and Twain's "sivilization." MEH. THIS IS FUCKING STUPID. Yet, I will do it anyway. Why? Because I'm a fucking puppet.
Ok, rant done. Anyone else ever feel like this?????
exams are done. DONE. i think i did..okay.
i still have 4 essays to write. 2 are due monday. i spent most of the day cleaning since i've been doing nothing but school work for over a week.
i am moving next week, so, i have to start the process of packing. little bits at a time, eh?
i got my pixies tickets (november show in toronto) a couple days ago. damn, ticketmaster is FAST.
still out of work and starting to feel anxious about this. one more pay cheque comin in on apr 30th..and after that...uh...yeah...?
the cold is still the lingering chest cold. HACK HACK. fun times.
that's about it. things are still pretty stressful, but, since i finally got some sleep, i can at least think clearly again (that is relative, however...)
cheers.
RANTING EDIT: I am up at 4am writing an essay (if you can call it that) about the depictions of the literary pastoral in Mark Twain and Walt Whitman. WHAT IN THE HELL AM I DOING?!?!?! Is it like a big joke that the profs are all in on: Let's make'em do these ridiculous things and jump through our little circus hoops in the hope of gold stars. WHAT in the fuck does the depiction of America in the pastoral have to do with ANYTHING in life? THIS is education??? I am able to think for myself and express my thoughts coherently...am I not educated yet? Maybe I will be after I write more about Whitman's "vast Rondure" and Twain's "sivilization." MEH. THIS IS FUCKING STUPID. Yet, I will do it anyway. Why? Because I'm a fucking puppet.
Ok, rant done. Anyone else ever feel like this?????
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also congrats on the examsshit, i really don't look forward to study again. i wish i could travel, but i hardly have money to stay alive here so... nah. i had a great time back in north anyway, i wanna go there again... but.. i guess i have to stay here for a week or two, but i don't have something to do. tomorrow i will put in my application for school , math.. hey ho my autumn going to be dull dull.