Wednesday Dec 01, 2010

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I have health care at my job, only had it a few months and havent gone to the doctor since ive been on my parents.

Soo now I have to find a doctor who is not a complete moron and make an appointment for my mental health asap.

I'm afriad of loosing my job i have been so depressed and unmotivated, i just want to cry and scream and sleep and drink.

There is nothing wrong with my life at the moment other then I am bored with it. I can only imagine if things start going bad, there is no way I could handle it.

Just thinking about trying to find a doctor and making an appointment makes me so overwhelmed and filled with anxiety, I just cannot function.

Fuck, i just want to stop everything/ blackeyed
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xhippykid:
I'm sure you can change some things in your life if your bored. If you can't change everything all at once, little things will make it seem better and get you closer to your goals.
franie:
Your health is nothing to mess with, both physical and mental.
You know you can reach em anytime that you have a case of the blahs.smile

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