I need to find an outlet for all of my hate. I don't want it inside me anymore, but it builds up daily. the people in this world just make me so sick, especially the ones you trust and then turn out to be some of the worst people you ever met. I need to look into meditation or something. Or read something to help...
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slow season at work, boy do the days drag, at least i got the internet! hah
life update*
decided to stay in my current apartment because it is cheap and has no problems (that can't be solved) other then noise from above which isn't often enough to drive me crazy, plus i am not there much, always on the go.
I will wait till the...
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life update*
decided to stay in my current apartment because it is cheap and has no problems (that can't be solved) other then noise from above which isn't often enough to drive me crazy, plus i am not there much, always on the go.
I will wait till the...
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shandyowl:
I'm glad you found it apt
satire_:
It will be worth the wait for all of it, we just gotta hustle for a little while longer. 
oh life you crazy roller coaster you, things have been happening, things have been resolved.
I guess biggest news is i have to have knee surgery
fuck, i have health insurance but still gonna cost a good chunk of change. Just injured it from playing on it, there is cartilage damage, hopefully they can fix it but won't know for sure till they get in...
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I guess biggest news is i have to have knee surgery
fuck, i have health insurance but still gonna cost a good chunk of change. Just injured it from playing on it, there is cartilage damage, hopefully they can fix it but won't know for sure till they get in... Read More
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shandyowl:
You will notice that my fridge is so old and crappy that it no longer has the restraints to stop things falling out the door?
Do not be sad; think of all the love and passion building up during the journey to see her.
Do not be sad; think of all the love and passion building up during the journey to see her.
neeeeon:
bummer on the knee surgery, but congrats on having a girlfriend! Hope you guys had fun at pride!
mmmmm drugssss, what would i do without you
xhippykid:
I say the same thing sometimes but haven't turned to them lately...lol
i just want my girl here with me 
hmmmm
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rexall:
i must admit i was quite disappointed myself LOL. never shall i mix those two things again.
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shandyowl:
Yes it is scary to completely surrender yourself to another but that is what being in love is all about.
muddog:
Thank you, its good to be back. I am glad to see you so happy. 
My life is so bad ass, but i have to much talent haha i can't do everything people want/need me to do because there simply is not enough time. I need clones!
I am awesome at my job, but not only that i am easy going and get along with everyone.
I am being pulled in about 5 different directions because all kinds of people...
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I am awesome at my job, but not only that i am easy going and get along with everyone.
I am being pulled in about 5 different directions because all kinds of people...
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satire_:
One Week.
Brace yourself.
Brace yourself.
excellent weekend
makeupandsin:
congrats!
going to dekalb this weekend to see satire_ the most amazing girl i have ever met!!!!!
leaving friday morning and coming back sunday afternoon, 7 hour drive.
The drive there is going to be a piece of cake, i have a feeling the drive home is going to be one of the hardest thing i will ever have to do. But it is going to...
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leaving friday morning and coming back sunday afternoon, 7 hour drive.
The drive there is going to be a piece of cake, i have a feeling the drive home is going to be one of the hardest thing i will ever have to do. But it is going to...
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franie:
Have fun out there!
satire_:
Head. Over. Fucking. Heels.
So, if you need an outlet I reckon buddhism could do with more people turning vehemently against it.