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I would like to take a vaction, away from earth, this place is a messsss

I can't change the world but i will do my best to keep my loved ones happy, if the people I interact with are happy then I can be happy.

Ima suck all the good out of life i possibly can.

I will always keep myself education but I will...
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shandyowl:
I know - there is so much about the state of humanity that makes you despair but then you start thinking of all the good people and the wonderful things they do. I suppose life and people are so complex that you can't really nail things down in general terms.

You are right, there is so much that you would love to change but are powerless to do so. Like you say, all you can do is look out for those you care about.
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lost a best friend because he chose to be irresponsible and inconsiderate with someone's life and body who I deeply care about. Very upsetting. Very disappointing. I don't think I can ever trust again.

He was suppose to be better, be different. But that was only his words. So tired of the complaining, either kill yourself or do something to change, i dont care anymore....
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franie:
I hope that you can forgive him if at all possible. Best friends are hard to come by.
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finally a nice day outside!

I get off of work at 2:20pm!!! Prob gonna grab my bros lab and go for a hike!

Then I need to brush up on my photoshop skills. I'm just going to find some tutorials online and do some.

Also had a friend tell me he can give me dreamweaver and that he is subscribed to lydia.com which is an...
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shandyowl:
It is seldom warm enough to sit outside here so it is a real treat when you get the chance.

I will copy you tomorrow and take my parent's border terrier out for a walksmile
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working part time now

gonna coach a bit more and brush up on all my design skills and work on some samples and stuff

ill be in ohio till the end of june for sure, then i hang around here till i can find a job near chicago so i can be with my friends biggrin

very nervous about finding a job, but hopefully something decent...
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entese:
that super right!!!
tactical:
Coaching Basketball right, very cool glad work is better for you now, not working the shit out of you wink
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experiencing what almost every human lives for love

reminding myself every second to not take it for granted smile
franie:
Sounds good.
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wooo 420!!!!


i will be doing what i do everyday

we really should make 420 more about peace and love then weed. Who could deny a holiday to celebrate peace and love ya know? wink
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silversurfer:
Happy 420 2 U. smile
franie:
I doubt that you got much work done today!
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today fucking sucks, nothing good about it.


i am having an anxiety attack of sorts and there is no good reason.

i went to the doctor this morning but just to get my knee checked out and schedule a physical.

i just feel shitty, i mixed alcohol last night but not lots, never thought itd make me feel this shitty

fuck i need to smoke...
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franie:
Try to take it easy!
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falling for someone that is 8 hours away, and it will be months before I can considering moving there is one of the most painful things i have ever experienced.

my emotions don't know what to do, I am oh sooooo happy I finally found what I've been looking for biggrin but extremely frustrated we cannot physically be together frown

other then that life is going fine,...
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shandyowl:
If it is meant to be then you will cope with the distance until you can be together.

Apart from that it is good to know you have found somebody special.
franie:
It's about a girl that is a trained assassin.
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satire_:
God. Damn.
shandyowl:
is that one of your own Tee designs?
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can't wait to get the fuck out of the dead town! Everything I am is so much bigger then this city.

They hired a person to screen print full time so i dont have to anymore HORRAY! also a way of getting it set up so it will be easy for me to leave. (so i won't feel bad)
So now i will just do...
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tactical:
Where ya gonna go?
tactical:
Oh, I took it down but I'll message it to you so you can see it. It's kinda this weird little thing, well you'll see. Thats cool I think it would be a nice change for you, chicago is a pretty cool town, I've only ever driven through Cleveland. Couldn't you get experience in Chicago as well?
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girls were all i would ever think about

now all i think about is *one* girl biggrin

Totally not like me, i feel like such a softy haha but god damn it if it ain't the truth

tactical:
OH man you went and got soft on me lol, congrats wink
silversurfer:
Hey, it could be a good thing. wink