analies

i killed it at my show except the sound people were morons and there cd player was shit because every performers cd skipped badly, it was very sad and i wrote then a long email telling them how stupid they are.

still waiting to see if i get my raise, should know monday

stupid school starts again tuesday

dead to this world bury me now

fucking school is so dumb, still have a huge report to write, next week on im spring back but guess fucking what? work wants me to come in more because theres TONS of shit to do, i got hired for part time not full god damnit!!!! but if i dont go in i will just have piles of work and they will be hounding me...
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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really fucking hate life

check out my video

i cant possibly continue this cycle

i am so tired, always

when things seem to good to be true, they are


im going to get fucking obliterated tonight alone in my room, how cool am i

im so stressed out, trying to get caught up in school but there just is not enough time in the day and i only sleep from 3-6 hours a night

i got a job at a sports store designing tshirts and helpen out on the floor, and they dont open till 10 so i dont have to get up real early. I didnt even have to turn in a resume or any of that shit, my graphic arts teacher knew they needed help and suggested me so i got the in.

went to the doctor...
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being sick is ruining my life

i am so fucked

being sick is ruining my life