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Thanks to those of you who wished me happy birthday

I just sat around the house alone till I had soccer for 3 hours, when i got home I text my friends sister that lives in the same apartment complex and asked her to hang out and drink with me. I went and got some alcohol and we sat outside and drank with her and...
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it will be my birthday in a few hours; since i have no friends or family here I wont be doing anything, its gonna be depressing

i am having a very bad anxiety attack, i never even use to get anxiety, just depressed, now i freak the fuck out on the inside and dont know what to do

things are not what they were suppose to be, i thought wrong

thank god for alcohol

i feel so hopeless

i feel i will never find a job

it has been 3 weeks and there are hardly any job opportunities here

i majored if graphic design in school and only got an associates, i have 2 years experience but that was simple, i dont even know that much

im willing to work in a differnt field but i cant even find...
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i am feeling better i guess, my stomach just always gives me problems but it is tolerable i guess

tonight i watched the movie Freeway. I found it in a box of dvds my friend had. It was so fucking awesome.
It is one of my new favorite movies. I have a new respect for Reese Witherspoon, girl can fucking act.
It is ruthless, merciless...
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ok so def NOT feeling better! i think i got a touch of the flu

i am feeling better i guess

my stomach is just fucked up for real man

life is really boring right now


i think i have a thing for black girls, they been catchen my eye lately


i got a coaching job, i need a day job though and im not doen much to find one

i feel awful,
I made the trip from ohio back to dekalb today and was having trouble staying awake so i took some caffeine pills i dont know if its the pills or what but i feel like shit and actually wish i was back home I feel like i need to puke, my head is killing me and i am just very uncomfortable

Smoking...
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so i came home for the weekend to go to this party Saturday to see people from soccer and get some more shit.

i went out with my friends tonight to some kids house to party, it was fucking lame, i hate it here so much, i got drunk but thats the only way i can survive here wihtout thinking about killing myself every second,...
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im bored and i need job

and a clean place to live, this place is a disaster

im definitely happy to be out of wooster and out of my parents house, i am not home sick but i am really bored. Gotta remember its only been a little over a week, hope things pick up quickly......

i need friends here asap

Today i had to take Endquire ferrets to the vet and the tech working there looked like a hot suicide girl, it was awesome